Chapther 18

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- Emptiness -

- Emptiness -

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M/n pov

I woke up from coma.


Mitchi , Kakucho , Ran and Rindou was
There but izana was nowhere in sight i
Also took notice of there gloomy aura.


"Aniki your already awake.." Mitchi said


"Where is izana..!?" I immedietly ask the
Four of them froze.


"M/n...we need to tell you something
Please...calm down.." Kakucho said


"What is it , make it fast i want to see
My love" i said i notice how the four of
Them we're uneasy.


"M/n...it's izana...he's dead.."

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Silence...

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"What the heck are you saying!?" I shout
At them they all flinched.


"It's true..he died cause of an accident"
Rindou explain.


"No..it can't be..izana's alive..right..?" I
Ask even tho i already know the answer.


"M/n..." Rindou said but i cut him off


"Get out..please.." I said but they didn't
Even move.


"I said get out!" I shout at them before
Throwing the vase.

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After a few days , i get out of hospital
The first thing i did was to went into the
Cementery.


I was infront of izana's grave..


"Why...why didn't you wait for me love
Why do you have to leave me..i already
Lost my parents..i felt warm and loved
I felt home when i'm with you..but now
The warmth are gone...i also lost you...
I..i can't take this...why do you have to
Do this to me.." I cried infront of izana's
Grave.

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Days , weeks , Months past.


Eversince that day i change , i barely eat
Anything , i always lock myself , i even
Barely talk to anyone not even mitchi.
I would always cry at night. sometimes
I will drink alcohol.


Did you ever felt useless , like evrything
You do are useless. I felt it. Because i
Ever since HE died , i felt like everything
I do is useless. It was all meaningless.


The warmth are now gone...i don't feel
Anythint at all..it was all empty...the
Feeling of emptiness consume me...


"I wish i could see you one last time" i
Said letting a single tear left my eyes
Before falling asleep.

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I was woken up by a unfamiliar place it
Was a beautiful garden.


"Stop doing this to yourself..." I heard a
Familiar voice said , i turned around
Shocked seeing izana...infront of me..!?


"Izana..!?" I said stood there shocked he
Look at me before went near me hitting
The back of my head.


"Ouch!"


"Stop doing this to yourself , you barely
Eats anything...barely talk to anyone
Always lock yourself and doesn't get
Enough sleep.." He said frowning at me.


"I'm sorry..." I said tears form in my eyes
Izana then suddenly hug me.


"I'm sorry if this happened...i'm sorry if
I didn't fight for my life...i'm sorry for
Not making our dream...i'm sorry for
Leaving you...but you have to accept
That somethings are meant like this.."
He said hugging me tighter .


I couldn't carelss if this was a dream , i
Don't care as long as i can see and hug
Him for the last time.


The warmth that i lost came back to me..


"But please...do live a happy life...Do
Something that you want...please live
A life that i can't live...and don't ever
Hurt yourself again.." He said burrying
His face in my chest.


"I'm sorry...and i will...but i want you to
Know that i'm happy and very grateful
To met someone like you..." I said and
After a few months i smile again.


"I know that love...and i love you more
Than you could ever know...and if the
Day comes that you fall inlove again
Go for it..i want you to love him like
How you loved me...i want you to be
Happy...love i want the best for you.."
Izana said.


"Meeting you was a dream but now i
Need to wake up..." I said kissing his
Forehead knowing that this is a dream
And i need to wake up.


"Until our path collied again.." Izana said
Before kissing me.

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I woke up gasping , i immedietly look
Around finding me and izana's picture
Frame.


"I will do it...don't worry..love.." I said
Hugging the picture frame tightly.


Sometimes it's hard to turned the page
When you know that someone won't be
In the next chapther but the story must
Go on..

When we lost someone we love , We
Must learn not to live without them. But
To live with love they lfet behind...


My favorite hello and my hardest
Goodbye...

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