I feel like there's an empty space in my heart that makes me feel weird, it doesn't make me sad nor does it hold me back from life but it feels quite lonely. I wanna go numb so bad. I can't do it no more the pain is too much. why me out of everyone why me? This is how the conversation goes when someone asks me are you okay what are you feeling right now. I'm a nineteen years old girl with a broken heart. a heart that got broken by my own dad so you'd think no guy could break it, well I'm sorry to tell they did. my trust in men is nonexistent, my guard is always up I don't let people in easily. I'm too young to be this sad they say. let me tell you this, it's not just me, it's all of the teens that are neglected by a Parent or maybe both. It all started ten years ago I witnessed my dad choking my mother. I was only nine when my childhood ended. I had to grow up and protect my self from my abusive father. I'm the only girl between two boys so you'd say I'm tough or maybe I pretend to be. So as I said I have no trust in men , anxiety, panic attacks, and trust issues don't we all. I learned how to control it up until I met him. He annoyed me but I didn't know I would get so attached to him and he would be the reason I love going to university....
My story is dramatic so get ready and expect the unexpected.
YOU ARE READING
THE-CHOSEN-ONE ;(
RomanceIt's a classic love story, a girl falls for the bad boy yet not the expected ending. I'm 19 years old and this is my story from my childhood to where I am now I'm not perfect but no one is I'm a normal nineteen year old in a dramatic life not the al...
