Poems made by me

Feelings

Hi, I am back with a new poem of mine. It is about how I felt and feel about a guy. I used to be crazy for him but I think I don't deserve him. I deserve better. I expressed my thoughts in these poem. Credits goes to me and my bestie (@SweetMissCherry). She also helped me in writing this poem. Hope you will like it😊.

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Roses are Red

Violets are Blue

I just want to

Be with you

Roses are Red

Violets are Blue

You don't know

How many nights

I cried

Just for you.....

I never have laid my eyes on you,

though your words and company was enough

to paint my cheeks red, heart fluttering.

But I guess keeping up with me was tough.

I love how you make me happy

And fix me when I'm grumpy

You don't know how much I love to make you feel good

But you always shove me away trying to be rude

I dream about you in my peaceful sleep

But I know I'll never find you in my need

Can you blame me for feeling this way,

When my heart refuses to obey?

Can you blame me for being crazy in love with you,

When you are the one controlling my heart to this day?

When you are my whole sky and my only hope in dark

I won't back away until I'm out of place

When I stare at the ocean

My thoughts drifts back to you

How you are so relaxed in hard times

Like it's waves coming through

You made me cry in pain

I want to forget you

But why my efforts always go in vain?

I wonder why you don't leave that girl who hurts you so much

You're taking in the pain but no one's getting anything as such

The funny thing is you do acknowledge my presence

But my foolish mind takes it as hurtful, losing patience.

I want to scream that I hate you

But words always got stuck in my throat

What magic do you put on me,

to make me write starstruck notes?

Thought you'd be my shadow

to hold me in the darkest nights

The soothing words that once put me to sleep,

now awakens nightmares snatching away my light.

I'm tired of shedding tears for you

All those nightmare went in vain

Don't worry, I'll forget the mere existence of you

From my life and from my soul

I don't want to make myself a fool

I used to be obsessed but no more now

I've got my own life in my hometown.

I'll get up and reach out further

live my dreams without letting anyone down

You'll never get my love
But you will get others
I deserve better
But not you

I know time will heal my wounds
make your silhouette shrink to a blur,
I just need to get my life back and find someone else
to keep me busy and make forget all the pain I remember.

If you read this, I'm sure you'll understand
But I don't want to look back too
I'll move forward and claim my freedom
leaving behind here, my feelings for you.

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Please let me know how was it😇