Iced americano

A past 💔

Another day in caffe..

Reyan was seated and like usually having an Iced Americano, and reading and God knows what that was,
Sham came inside the cafe and seat just in front of him and then

Sham, "hello

Reyan closed the diary

Reyan, " Hey hello

Sham, what r u reading, you wrote something new? Let me read it...

Reyan, "No, nhi ye notes h, jo tumhare km ka nhi h..

Sham, " Oh really? Ok

Reyan and sham kuch der tk bate krte h, and hmesha ki trh is baar baate argumentive nhi thi but normal, like they bhot want to know each other well.
Thodi der baate krne ke bad dono caffe se nikalne lge, Reyan apne scooter ke pass pocha, and Sham, apni bike ke pass ja hi rha tha, ki restaurant me se ek waiter dodta hua aya, and Reyan ki diary Sham ko dete huye, " Sir ye table pr hi rhe gyi thi"
Reyan ja chuka tha, to diary abhi Sham ke hi pss thi, usne socha ki chlo bad me de denge, and wo apni bike ki trf chla gya

And Sham was going towards his bike, the book was with him, and suddenly god knows what he got in his mind and open the book.. And then he found all his doubts clear, that's bothering him until now

Inside the book..

******* today is my birthday and ye diary jisme me likh rha hu, ye mera birthday gift h, Coincidence ki to baat ye he ki, aj school me hmara, (mera and mere bach mates) ka aakhiri din tha, actually it's our farewell.
Well subh me bhot achhe mood me school gya tha, but slowly slowly jb relise hua ki THAT'S OUR LASt DAY
I was turned sad, it is obvious yrr! Aj ke bad hm school nhi aynge, Or bhot se bach mates kbhi hme bahr milenge bhi ya nhi, uper se samne stage pr jo ja rha tha, emotional sa lecture de kr hi vapis aa rha tha, me kafi emotional ho chuka tha, almost ro hi gya tha, but mene fir apne surrounding dekha ki sb ne control kr rkhe the emotions, and fir, dyna ne meri trf ayi and hug krke rone lgi, it was little bit hurtful movement, but there's excitement too, for college life.

Sham ne kuch pages read kre and kuch pages skip kre and fir padna suru kiya...

College me mere kuch or nye friends bn gye h, Dyna and avez ne dusre college me admission krwa liya h, hm log kbhi kbhi milte bhi h, ajkl Reyaz likhne ke bare me soch rha h,and as a friend I have to support him, no matter how much boring his written things are..
Actually he's write with bottom of heart.
Mere new friends ajkl me unhi ke sath hi mostly Time spend krta hu, shiway, shanya and Jay. Mujhe unke sath time spend krna achha lgta h,
Shanya sbko mommy ki trh instruct krti rhti h, hum log use aksar haskr teas bhi krte h, but we all three adore her. Jay bde bhai ki trh treat krte h, isliye classmates hote huye bhi me unse verbally casual nhi ho pata. He's really a nice guy
Shiway mostly apni hi dhoon me rhta h, na wo kisi ko priorities deta h, or use koi avoid bhi kr rha h, to use usse koi concern nhi rhta, and uski yhi Beparwahi ne hi mujhe uski trf attract krna suru kr diya,
And shanya and jay ko bhi ye dikhne laga, bs unhone bhi mere andr jo kuch bhi mamooli si bhi kuch feeling thi, use hwa dena suru kr diya tha, and unka mazak ab sch hona suru ho rha tha.
They both tease me with his name. Ase hi shanya ne shiway se bhi tease krte huye kh diya, ki I like him, and some other words jo use add krne the.
And mujhe to dr hi lg gya ki ye kya kr diya shanya ne, shiway ke liy meri felling baad me change hui thi, usse phle hm achhe dost the, but mujhe lga aj to sb khrab kr degi shanya.
But jesa me dr rha tha, esa kuch nHi hua, Shiway ne jese hi shanya ki words sune usne kha, "Really then we should start Dating aren't we? And uski tone na hi sarcastic thi na serious.
Uske baad sbne let go kr di us time sb chije.
Us din ke bad se shiway aksar mujhe dekhta to jane lgta, and pass akr sbke samne flirty tone me, baby fell sleep last night too? I was waiting your call"
Fir uske line khtm hote hi hm sb hsne lgte...
Dheere dheere things or alg ho gyi and meri feelings bhi,

Morning 7:00am...

Reyan, mommy jldi breakfast do, aj fir late ho jaunga me

mom, "Subh time se uthna nhi h, fir pura ghr utha lena h, sir pr!

Reyan, "mommy plz jldi kro

College jate time me daily wo Raste me hi ek flower shop pr meri nzr aksar chli jati thi, aj mere mind me pta nhi kuch aya and mene ek red rose khrid liya, mene aj tk kisi ko koi flower nhi diya tha, rose but pta nhi kha se aj kuch gut tha mujhme, YEAH, I WASs ABOUT TO PURPOSE HIM.

Me subh jate hi, shiway ko dhundne lga, jay dikha mujhe to mene usse pucha ki usne shiway ko dekha khi?
And usne mujhe bataya ki shiway and shanya park ki trf the, wo wohi se aa rha tha. Me jay se puchhte hi park ki side bina ruke bhaga, but jb me roka,
I was just shocked! wo red rose mere hath se gir gya tha mujhe wo bhi nhi pta chla, meri ankhein bhari hui thi, jb mene dekha, Shiway and Shanya was kissing each other. I didn't ever imagined ki esa bhi ho skta h, me vha se wapis aa gya, mujhe kuch yad aya me fir wapis gya, zamin pr gira hua wo red rose utha laya.
Lunch time me hm charo college canteen me hi bethe the, and shanya and shiway continually looking each and that movement I couldn't bear.

I was feeling like my heart breaks into thousand pieces inside my chest and it was tearing me from inside.

Today 14th Feb,the Valentin day, and shiway Broke my heart once again, and couldn't love anyone in my life after this.
Me washroom gya and wha shiway phle se hi tha, me usse us din se hi avoid kr rha tha, but aj wo mujhe washroom me rokr bola,
Reyan wait, tumne pta h, ajkl kya ho rha h campus me?

I was like, "no, I don't know and I'm not interested for knowing

Fir usne bolna suru kiya yrr boyxboy and GIRLXGIRL kese krte h, yr ye log.
And me bs uski skl hi dekha rha tha, and fir usne kha yrr kese normal ho skte log ese ek me,
Ok let's take a try kesa lgta h, and usne achanak mere rokne se phle hi, kiss krne lga, YEAH HE KISSED ME!

And said, "not bad yrr, but jo Baat girls me h, boy me kese ho skti h"

Or bs vo din mera us college me aakhiri din tha, uske bad me fir kbhi nhi mila un tino se or mene kosis bhi kri ki unse kbhi milu na, jay se na milne ki vjh bs ye thi, ki, usse milne pr mujhe fir purani bate yad aa jati h, me uski achhi ya buri koi bhi yad nhi rkhna chahta tha.

Sham Reyan ki diary bnd kr deta h, and uski diary se nikla wo sukha hua rose bhot Intensenly dekhta hua, khta h.

And, ye rose mere liy tha, jo tum use dene cha rhe the!
My sweetie!!"
And he kiss that diary