" i don't think you realize how much trouble your in miyanna." my mom said clenching her jaw. i shook my head and hung it low.
"this isn't even like you , what has gotten in to you ?!" she yelled , pushing my shoulder back. i remained with my head low , contemplating if i should reply , or keep my mouth shut.
"huh ?!" she yelled again , making me hold back tears.
" im sending you away , far!" she yelled again, grabbing her phone of the counter.
my head shot up , with my eyebrows furrowed. "away?" i questioned with tears.
"don't speak now , you didn't wanna speak when you were being spoke to , so don't speak now." she said laughing.
" okay fine , just anything but that please." i said finally deciding to speak , only because i already knew she was gonna try to send me to my father.
anything but there.
"speak then miyanna , please." she said sitting her phone down giving me all her attention.
i swallowed my spit , gathering my words , " i was forced ma i swear i was , and if i didn't do it , they were gonna hurt me ma i promise." i shook my head crying.
she dropped her head , and placed her hands on the counter.
"who?" she said lifting her head high. my eyes widened , because she could ask anything but that. "it doesn't matter who , its over right? let me take the bullying." i said swallowing my spit that gathered from the last time.
"it doesn't matter about the bullying miyanna! your making me look bad! people at work talk about it all day because they know your my child!" she said yelling , making her face turn red.
"i'm sorry!" i said getting up , attempting to go calm her down. "come closer , and ima knock your fucking head off." she mumbled , but loud enough for me to hear.
my heart dropped , she doesn't even want me to touch her?
"i love you." i said walking up the stairs , but with tears not hearing it back.
love is forever , right?
