Insecurities.

ADD

I have ADD. This basically means that my focus is just gone. I constantly have so many things going on in my mind that I can't just think about one thing. It makes test taking really hard because I can't just focus on the questions. I focus on who is bouncing their leg and tapping  their pencil. It helps in music because I hear many things at once but that is the only up side. This means that in my conversations with people, I take them down so many rabbit holes and loops that we never end on the topic we started on. It means that people usually avoid me because I'm annoying and too talkative. In reality it's just my nervous energy. The more nervous i get the more I talk. It also has a lot of side effects.