ᗩ ᗰIᒪᒪIOᑎ ᗪᖇᗴᗩᗰՏ

𝖠𝗋𝗋𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍

"nightmares again"

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"I'll be sleeping next to Suga!" Daichi exclaimed as they arrange the sleeping arrangements

"And I'll be with Asahi San!" The energetic libero shouted making the man mentioned blush

"And I guess that leaves us to be together kageyama kun?" Hinata said with a little visible pink on his face

Kageyama voice out"yeah I guess, let's go boke" Hinata grumble"still gonna call me that!" Hinata complaint
Kageyama just chuckled Hinata just stared at him amazement.

Kageyama look more pretty with a smile

Hinata smiled to himself as they both settled down at there own futon.

"Lights off!" The coach shouted before the darkness surrounded them, everyone likes dark but one specific person just try to not dwell on how the dark swallowed him.

I can't sleep

I don't want the team hearing me shout

I don't want them to worry

But my sleepiness is taking over my conciousness

Kageyama stared at the ceiling for more minutes.

Until he grumble quitely tossing to left and right until he just gave up and sat up, is too quite and for more further he never like quite place yes just like Hinata he want the environment full of noise but no he can't hear a thing but snores.

Every night he this would be his routine rubbing his face that it turn into redness or stared at something or anything that could get him to sleep but that was back at the hospital when he was guarding her mom .

But unfortunately his dad willingly take that away from his responsibility.
Kageyama just sigh and grab his phone to look at his contacts until he received a text.

Miwa❤️
Tobio? Still awake
5 minutes

Miwa ❤️
I guess not
But I wanted you to
Know I'm here for you

Miwa ❤️
Oh and guess what mom
Finally gotten her strength to
Talk and the first thing
She said: Tobio kageyama 🤩

1 minute ago

Miwa ❤️
I guess, you haven't
Forgiven me yet heh!😐

Miwa ❤️
Well gudnight tobs
I miss you😘
My little bro

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Kageyama cried that night not because he wasn't happy her mother was talking again but he was crying because of how terrible he have become how he is to much selfish to even think that everything would work if he just gave the team and others silence.

But necessarily, anything good will happen.

That night he cried two purposes only he had another dream and he remembered how selfish he have become on middle school.

"I'm not good enough"

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"Kageyama!?" Hinata shouted as he had seen his teammate sitting at the bathroom early in the morning.
Kageyama immediately flinch and stood up as fast as he can go

But he just felt a little nausea.
"Oh hey shō" kageyama greeted tiredly"what are you doing here kags?" Hinata frown
As kageyama gulp he dont want Hinata to know not when he already throw the reason he was acting weird.
"Nothing" he lied through his teeth
"You for the matter fact you can't lie To me right!" Hinata stated
"I- umm nothing just can't sleep at night and decided to separate myself from the sleeping quarters" kageyama stated half truthfully"oh okay" Hinata stared at him before walking up to him

"Hinata?" Kags ask
"Hmm?" Hinata ask back
"What are you doing?" Kageyama gulp down the easiness"nothing just you know, looking through you to figured why you have red eyes and eyebags visible in your face" Hinata stated firmly kageyama flinch"umm that was-

"Kageyama! Don't lie to me!, You have a nightmare again didn't you!" Hinata shouted

"Ahh I-

Kageyama run away quickly scared to tell the shit to Hinata what is happening. The last time he tried it was good result but he was scared that Hinata would leave him because he was to much dramatic.

Kageyama pant heavenly at the entrance of the gym. Where the other's was stretching.

This is

Not the time

But but

They would figure out

How if Hinata shouted at him

And tell the others

He is dead meat for sure

The teams would eventually leave him again