Chapter 17

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Bakugou POV:

We were on our way to the hospital to visit Deku, but while we were on our way. I started to actually realize that Deku loves me. Romantically.. Like he has hanahaki, and he said i was the cause of it. I dont really feel comfortable to be honest. I bullied him since we were little kids and he loves me? I know that i cared about him last time i thought about him. But actually realizing what is happening makes me scared. I dont want him to love me. He should hate me just as much as i hate him.. I always thought he liked icyhot. I mean that would be the most obvious person he would have a crush on, they were really close from the start.

Oh right, we once were close too. Until i ruined it. To be honest I just dont feel like talking to him. Im scared for anything he might say. He'll probably start talking about how much he likes me. Man im not ready for anything like that. I dont want to hear anything coming from his mouth about how much he lo-

"-atsuki!" I heard my old hag yell, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah?.."

"We're here, so get out of the car."

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We went into the hospital, and walked into Deku's room. We talked to him, even tho were basically talking to the wall. He doesnt hear us anyway. I didn't necessarily talk about something important tho. I just said he should wake up since his friends said they miss him. I might look like i have no heart because of the way i treat him. But all that is just because i see him as a threat. He's gotten stronger and im
scared. Im scared people will think he is way stronger than i am. I'm not ready for that. I dont want anyone to think less of me.

They know how strong i am. and i want them to keep knowing that because i will be the number one hero, and not that stupid deku.

After like 15 minutes, they hugged him and I just walked to the door. I wont give him a hug. Im not gay. Well yeah I am cause i dated shitty hair. But still, im not gay for him. I would never date deku. Hes the last person on earth that i would date.

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ta da?? i decided to update again. but this is a short chapter because im scared you guys will hate me because this is an angsty chapter. But dont worry, youre reading a bakudeku fanfiction so i could never keep hurting u guys like that :) Or can i lol?

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