bitter sweet

Bᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ

"My mom she.." I wiped some tears falling from my face, you could hear my sniffing and chocking on my words. I turned to face Akaashi "She left me when I was 2 years old, I never saw her again and after that we got informed that she was dead.." he seemed sad and trying to process what just happened, I was trying not to cry even more it didn't feel right. After some minutes went by I felt Akaashi pull me in a tight but yet soft hug.

I cried in his chest, I couldn't resist it. My mom, Kageyama everything. It didn't feel right, I needed to fix all my problems before I get hurt more and more, "are you okay y/n?" I could still smell his cologne on his t-shirt with a hint of wet tears of mine. I looked up and sudden his lips were pressing against mine, I closed my eyes and felt his hands making their way to my waist, "yeah I think so.." my voice was shaky from what just happened, I didn't think of it that much but it made my throat sore "let's go put you to rest, it seems like you need it" I shake my head in agreement and followed Akaashi to my bedroom.

I didn't realize I was laying in bed after a couple of seconds, Akaashi brought me some food. I end up not eating it since whatever just happened. I felt dizzy and like I didn't want to even get up from bed, I kept thinking of what Kageyama said it's about your mom. There was no way he knew anything about her. It was a couple of times that she saw him but not all the time, how could he know? It was pointless to think about it, maybe he was saying it to get my attention.

No no maybe he wasn't maybe he was just trying to- "y/n?" My thoughts and my pale face went away. Was someone calling me? I think so but who? "huh-?" "y/n" Akashi made his hand touch and comforted my cheek "I'm sorry I jus-" once again I felt his lips against mine, I kissed back and pulled back "what's wrong?" He bought his face closer to mine but I just backed away.

"I want to break up.."

I AM SO SORRY I DIDNT POST ANYTHING HERE BUT IM CURRENTLY WORKING ON SOMETHING ELSE 👀👀 thank you for being patient! More chapters coming soon 👀👀👀 (I'm sorry if this was short I'm running on my work and class work I need to do but I'll try to post more)