I feel once again
That old familiar feeling Buried under hurt and pain One I didn't know if I would ever feel again
I swore after her never again And so I settled for him
With him it was safe and secureWhat's there to hurt with no feelings involved? I planned a futureJust he and I
Passion? I convinced myself I didn't need it. I could plan a life with all I desired Nuclear they would call our familyBut it didn't feel that way
Safe.
Then there was her.
If i got out that old dusty list She wouldn't check every box Yet I felt my mind wonder to her almost every second of the day
She was all I wanted to think about. Talk about. Talk to.
I was under her spellbut it didn't hurt like beforeI didn't cry like before
I waited for her message out of excitement not anxiety
There was that old familar feelingThat one long forgotten Tainted by heartbreak I feel it again And I'm terrifed
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