I've lived war,
I've seen pain.
I've lost a few fair,
I've known.
I never knew that I could
Sleep at nights,
I never knew that I could
Still be safe,
I never knew that I could
Do something right.
I lost you once,
I have to leave now.
I always knew,
It was borrowed time anyway.
I never thought that I'd leave,
Not without a goodbye.
I always stared you at night,
Hoping to tell you.
never had the courage,
I was too selfish.
I hope you find happiness,
Companionship.
Wandering through the night,
Wanting to run away.
Doing what's right,
Trying to stay.
Walking through the trees,
Fearing my own shadow.
Hoping to break free,
Never knowing how.
I hope to see you again,
That it will be different.
Hoping it wouldn't be in vain,
Thinking you would be ignorant.
But I knew someday you would know,
That I did knowing what I did.
I knew that my cover will be blown,
I knew that you would know what I hid.
I knew that I left you in a fright,
That night...
