As I lay wide awake
They're sound asleep
I stay quiet for their sake
Hoping they don't hear me weep
I got the news later
That you weren't coming home
My mom tried to be my caretaker
I just wanted to be alone, kept in a dome
They all called me
I just couldn't bring myself to answer the phone
I know now that you're free
And yet my heart is all alone
Another day without you here
Time continues, and my heart has grown numb
finally, it's been a year
I haven't overcome
I couldn't move on
Couldn't bring myself to love anyone other than you
My heart knows your gone
But what is this poor soul to do
I love you.
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