"Stop Lying" [KB]

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[Okay I lied again. Here's another ch before Christmas Eve.]

Bakugo's POV:

"Bakugo... I love you.."

Those words had to be fucking fake.. What type of bullshit.. Okay he likes fucking guys but there's no way in hell he... I don't respond... And get up from the bed, tossing the towel onto the blanket. I get my jacket and put on... I couldn't stay... Not after what he just fucking said. "Bakugo... Please let me explain..." He stated....
My damn eyes were getting watery... I could feel it.... I zipped up my jacket. "For how fucking long?!" I said, looking away and grabbing my shirt, draping it over my arm. "For how fucking long did you have feelings for me Iida?! I... " I just stop, resting a hand on his desk and hiding my face from him... I didn't feel mad... Or angry.. I didn't feel like fucking blowing up right now. I just wanted to have a chill night with Iida. Yeah.. I still like him. I made that shit up about not having feelings just so we could be good...

"Bakugo.....I just realized fully realized about ten days ago..." He said.... Ten... Days... Ago..? I grab my hat, clenching it in my hand before I looked back at him.. "Iida... You don't fucking mean that... Take it the fuck back.. Take it back now." I requested... I could feel my body was shaky... Why was I so anxious.. I wanted this... I wanted Iida to feel the same and now he just stated that he did... But after everything I've done...after I let his words cut me up. I seriously thought that it was fucking impossible. "But Katsuki... I love you... I do... you're..", I sniffed...slightly... and before I could even answer I broke out into tears. "Stop... lying...it's not fucking true... you don't.. You don't love me....."

Before I knew it Iida was approaching me... He lifted my chin and gently wiped my tears with his thumbs, I stared at him in disbelief.. "You don't..." I repeated, I must've been dreaming..."I love you... I really do love you... and I'm sincerely sorry for any unhappy emotions i've caused you... for my ignorant actions before... I take time.. I'm learning who I am still...." He said hushly. It was unbelievable... I couldn't fucking believe it... He was saying he loved me... He was apologizing for everything....I leaned my cheek into into his palm, as he stopped wiping my eyes... "I... I was lying.. About losing feelings...I... Iida... I love you too...." I stated my teary voice drowning my words.

He smiled softly, gazing at me with... Such fucking gentle eyes... Why was he looking at me like that... I pulled my face away and hugged him... he hugged me back, I hid my face in his shoulder silently....

That night I stayed... He held me in his arms and we slept... together.. cuddling in silence... I couldn't stop thinking about it... How he really did love me like how I loved him.... But....

This didn't mean that we were together.... Yet. Did it?

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