The second Romanoff

Sad

-At 22 pm-
*Steve got a message from Natasha that she got shot in her arm*
*Steve is really sad now*
*You walk into Steve's room because you can't sleep*
Y/n: papa?...
Steve: why aren't you in your bed?
Y/n: I can't sleep because I miss mama...
*Steve places you on his lap*
Steve: I need to tell you something sweetheart. I just got to know that mama got hurt.
Y/n: what?...
Steve: mama has pain and she's in the hospital.
*You start to cry*
*Steve hugs you*
Steve: I know it baby.
Y/n: I wanna see her...
Steve: it's to late now sweetheart.
*You cry harder*
Steve: I know that you miss her and that you want her but she's with the doctor who are gonna help her.
Y/n: I want mama...
*You cry harder*
Steve: I know sweetie. I know.
*You cry hysterically*
Steve: she will be back soon! I promise!

-At 23 pm-
*You are still crying hysterically*
*Steve has you on his lap*
Y/n: I miss her...
Steve: she will be back soon! But I can't bring her magically here.
*You start to cry so hard that you start to gag*
Y/n: blah...
*You start to cough*
Steve: don't throw up! It's okay!
*You gag again*
Y/n: blah...
Steve: it's okay!
*He picks you up and runs downstairs*
*He takes a bucket for you*
*You gag again*
Y/n: blah!...
Steve: easy! It's okay!
*You start to gasp for air*
Steve: look at papa!
*You look at Steve while you cry*
Steve: it's okay! If you need to throw up you can. Here's a bucket and I'm not gonna be mad. Its normall if you cry hard for a long time.
*You keep crying*
*He sits on the couch with you on his lap*
*He hugs you*
*The others know about Natasha*
*Wanda walks downstairs*
Wanda: is everything okay?
Steve: Y/n is crying so hard that she probably needs to throw up.
*Wanda sits next to you and Steve*
*You lay your head on Steve's shoulder*
Wanda: hi Y/n! It's okay to be sad! That's normall!
*You gag again*
Y/n: blah!...
Wanda: easy Y/n! Easy! It's going to be okay! Try to calm down! It will help!

-The next day at 8 am-
*You're at school with Steve*
Steve: have fun! Bye sweetie!
*He kisses your head*
*When he walks away you run to him and start crying*
Y/n: no... don't leave me alone...
*Steve picks you up*
*He hugs you and walks back to your class*
Y/n: no... I don't wanna go...
*You cry harder now*
Steve: come on sweetheart. It's Wednesday. It's a half day.
Y/n: I don't wanna go...
Steve: why?
Y/n: b-because I miss mama and I don't feel good...
Steve: what do you feel?
Y/n: my head hurts and I feel like I need to gag...
Steve: I'll ask if I can take you home.
*He goes to your teacher*
*He asks her if you can go home*

-At 9 am-
*You and Steve walk inside*
*You stopped crying but your cheeks are still wet*
*Melina and Yelena are inside the compound*
Steve: I'm back! I have Y/n with me because she's a little sick.
*He walks inside the living room and sees Melina and Yelena*
Steve: hey!
Yelena and Melina: hello!
*He sits on the couch next to them*
*Steve places you on his lap*
*You hug him*
*You look white in your face and Steve notices it*
Steve: do you feel nauseous?
Y/n: yes...
Steve: how much at 10? 1 is not much 10 is really much.
Y/n: 5...
Steve: do you know why?
Y/n: maybe because I miss mama...
Steve: do you feel like throwing up?
Y/n: no...
Steve: go to your room and rest a bit.
*You go to your room*
*You crawl under your bed to your special place*
*You have photos of you, Natasha and Steve on the wall*
*There are som led lights*
*You turn the led lights on*
*Natasha learned you how to write and read Russian so she made some cute papers where you can write something on*
*You write something on it when you're not happy and Natasha can read it*

/What you wrote on your paper for Natasha:/

маме.
Я злился на папу, и папа злился на меня, но теперь уже нет. Морган помог мне успокоиться.
(It means "to mama. I was mad at papa and papa was mad at me but now not anymore. Morgan helped me to calm down.")

*After 20 minutes you fall asleep in your secret place*

-20 minutes later-
Yelena: I haven't heard Y/n since she went to her room. Maybe someone need to check on her.
Melina: I'll go.
*She walks inside your room*
Melina: Y/n? Are you in here?
*You don't answer because you're asleep*
Melina: Y/n? Where are you?
*She sees some lights coming from under and behind your bed*
*She looks under your bed and sees you sleeping*
*She laughs a little*
Melina: Y/n? Are you awake?
*You wake up*
*You turn off the lights and crawl back to your room*
*You and Melina stand up*
Melina: what's that home in your wall?
Y/n: it's my secret and safe place.
Melina: does your mama and papa know about this?
Y/n: papa knows it and mama to. Mama helped me to hang the lights on the wall and some photos of us.
Melina: and what do you do in there?
Y/n: I write notes which mama reads because papa can't read Russian.
Melina: did mama learned you Russian?
*She asks while laughing a little*
Y/n: yup!
Melina: when she was a kid she always said that if she would have a kid she would learn it Russian.
Y/n: really?
Melina: yes. She could speak it from when she could talk. It's her language.
Y/n: cool!

-At 13 pm-
*Steve got a phone call from Natasha where she said that she's coming back home*
Steve: Y/n? Where are you?
*You walk up to him*
Steve: how do you feel?
Y/n: much better!
Steve: I know something that will make it even better!
Y/n: what is it?!
Steve: mama's coming home!
Y/n: yay!
*You jump up and down*
*Tony walks inside the room where you and Steve are*
Tony: is she happy again or is this a "I'm happy so I jump up and down joke"?
Y/n: I am happy!
Tony: why are you so happy jumping?
Y/n: mama's coming home!

-At 17 pm-
*Natasha walks inside the compound*
Nat: I'm back!
Steve: hey! Are you better now?
Nat: yes! Much better!
Steve: we missed you so much!
Nat: I need to do something!
*Before Steve can say something kisses Nat his lips*
Nat: that's something I missed! Where's Y/n?
Steve: she was really tired! We had a little discussion a few days ago but she said sorry so it's okay.
Nat: what was it about?
Steve: she didn't wanted to go to bed and I said that it's not because you were not here that she doesn't has to listen.
Nat: did she cried?
Steve: yes. Not just a few minutes but a few hours.
Nat: I'm going to my room.