ʳᵃⁿᵖᵒ ᵉᵈᵒᵍᵃʷᵃ ᵇᵒʸᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈ ˢᶜᵉⁿᵃʳⁱᵒˢ

𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑑

dear ranpo; thank you for making me a confident, strong and independent woman when i didnt find the strengh to be like this. thank you for always comforting me in my darkest times. thank you for making me think more rather than being aggressive. thank you for always making me smile the widest and cry the hardest when i feel like it. thank you for giving me a clear sight of what i want to do with my life. thank you for letting me know that life is worthy. what i feel towards you is such a unique bond which i never felt towards a human nor a character. i feel like you are always there, guarding and holding me. i feel safe whenever i think of the silly thought that you see me from a different dimension and protect me from danger. your presence since i started watching you made my life sweeter and less lonely. i feel such a close connection to you, which might sound silly since we are two universes apart. would i sound like a child if i told you that i still hope that we would meet sometime? would i sound like a dreamy child in its fantasies if i told you that i dearly hope i could hug you? not only in my beautiful dreams where i met you several times before. i remember that one dream, which felt so real, like lucid dreaming, where i saw you in that wooden shack in the middle of a forrest. i went inside to find you laying in a couch. it felt so real. i went up to you and cuddled you. we had such a great time until i woke up. i couldnt even tell you how much i love you. time is unfair but thats fine. i know sometime we will meet again. sometime. i promise one day i will come up to you again and give you the biggest hug which you sincerly deserve. and this time, i will tell you for sure that i love you with my heart. i know you will never read this but i hope you have a wonderful birthday <3

Thank you for reading this! I love you all a lot <3