Today's poem note is a bit personal. You see, in the last month or two, I've gone through some necessary changes. It is because of those changes that I decided to come to Wattpad and share my works with you. In my own personal lore, I, the Librarian...
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Author's Note: This is my "daughter," Zero Equinox aka the Blade of Paradox from my previous story, Princess of Redemption (Please read that story for context). She is my desire to change the world. Please keep her image in mind as you read this poem.
My eyes sting with tears But the water will not flow.
My head spins with thoughts And my body feels numb.
Is this what it means to be...? Is this what it means to be...? Is this what it means to be...?
There was a time I didn't believe There was a time I could not conceive The thought "you" would change things And reshape the world the way I wanted it to be.
Is this what it means to be...? Is this what it means to be...? Is this what it means to be...?
I rolled the dice with no faith I played the hand I had by mistake And still I could not shake The fear that everything would come to ruin and break.
But I tossed them away for just one day And decided to play the game "your" way. So I spun the wheel of fate and watched it turn Like my stomach and heart that burns.
Is this what it means to be..? Is this what it means to be..? Is this what it means to be..?
Now I sit, clutching onto myself, Wondering how I got this far. There was a time where I believed I was fake And my skills were never up to par.
But I didn't know my own strength I didn't know what it meant to be.. Now, I am surrounded by red and black bliss. And I feel more me...than I've ever been.
This is what it means to be... This is what it means to be... This is what it means to be...
Unapologetically ME!
Author's Note: Greetings, patrons. This is the Great Zero Equinox. I hope you enjoyed this poem note and remember: the only things that matters is this world are your desires. You will never please anyone, so you might as well do whatever. you. want. Learn your lessons well, dear readers, and the next time someone tries to crush a little flower like you....be a rose.
