Dean
I'm going to call you backstay by your phone and answer when I call.
Wait Zo!-
Yesterday, our conversation was flowing well when, unexpectedly, Alonso wanted to end the call. After waiting for hours, I went to sleep but kept my phone close in case he called during the night.
Now, I'm enjoying a bowl of ramen after cleaning my house multiple times over the weekend. I've been browsing Netflix for a good show to watch.
My thoughts drift back to Zo.
Could it be that he didn't like me? Normally, I wouldn't mind, but for some reason, the thought of Zo not liking me is upsetting. Why this bothers me, I can't say.
He said he likes me, so I'm trying not to worry. Could it be possible that he was lying?
Fidgeting with my mask, I set the remote aside. I've finished watching the entire Squid Game series; it was compelling. Heartbreaking, but undeniably well-made.
This crossed my mind when I invited Zo out. In case you've forgotten, let me jog your memory: I asked Alonso to join me for a shopping trip.
But I've never been adept at inviting people out, having never really needed to before. Hence, I'm somewhat anxious.
Could this be considered a date?
I dismiss the thought with a shake of my head:
No, not at all just two friends getting to know eachother. Besides is he even gay not that I care though. The thought of doing anything sexual especially human contact disgusts me.
Wait! Why am I even thinking this? I never think of that topic!
I wonder if Alonso is Gay let alone Bisexual?
Stop it, Dean! I shut myself up. However, I couldn't stop my cheeks from turning scarlet.
Maybe I should just cancel on him? He'll understand, right?
He seems like an understanding guy. However, I bite my bottom lip. I do want to see him those eyes never seem to leave my mind. I sigh, and my phone goes off. I look on the screen:
Zo 🚬
I scramble to pick up my phone, my hands shaking for some odd reason. I swipe the green:
"Zo!" I wonder if he could hear the smile on my face. His chuckles fill the speaker.
My stomach tingles a little.
"You sound so excited, but I told you I was gonna call you back Ox."
Zo tells me causing me to blush, but I can't help to think,
"You said yesterday, but you never called I was worried."I hear him chuckle again, "Well if you were so worried why didn't you call me?"
I blush, did I say that out loud
"Yeah you did, but look we are still on for today if so I can come to pick you up?"
Here it is the moral of truth I hardly ever got out, so why would I suggest something so stupid?
Thinking back a few chapters earlier to my conversation with Yaki, to say the least, I'm ashamed. It's always been this way: one minute I want to start working on my phobia; but next, it's I don't wanna do this. I'm a coward.
"Just a little more Dean, I promise it'll feel good soon."
Stop!
"Are you feeling it yet, ah I'm feeling you?"
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