Chapter 19

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It's around 10am and you wake up to see Nessa shaking you.
Nessa: morning sis
You: morning
Nessa: are you ok?
You: idk i'm so tired
Nessa: i know but i have a whole day planned for us
You: if it's going out then no
Nessa: come in sis i know you want to
You: ughhh fine lemme get dressed
Nessa: ok i'm downstairs if you need me
You: k
you do your morning routine and do some light makeup and put your jordons on. you grab your phone and bag and sunglasses and go downstairs to eat breakfast. You didn't know what to have so you grab an apple and walk to the living room and sit on the sofa on your phone.

After about 5 mins later, you hear Nessa come downstairs and you both leave the house. You get in the car and drive to the shopping centre. Soon after you both get there and you both are just walking around.
Nessa: sis you can't stay sad forever you need a fresh start
You: what do you mean a fresh start
Nessa: i mean like you need a new you and show Payton that you've changed and glowed up and moved on from him to make him jealous
You: ig a little change won't hurt and i want him jealous
Nessa: ahh ok good so let's start with nails, then hair then anything else you want
You: hmmm ok this sounds fun
First you and Nessa get your nails done (you can think of any designs you want) then you go to the hair dressers and get your hair done then you decide to go to a tattoo parlour and you get a tattoo. then you decide to get a few piercings and get a makeover.

 then you decide to get a few piercings and get a makeover

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your hair ^^

your hair ^^

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Ur Tattoos^^ (the second one is behind your shoulder)

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Ur Tattoos^^ (the second one is behind your shoulder)

Ur Tattoos^^ (the second one is behind your shoulder)

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Ur piercings ^^

Ur piercings ^^

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Ur makeup ^^

After all that you and Nessa grab some food and did some shopping. After a while you went back home.
As soon as you walked in you see the boys sitting on the sofa and as soon as they see you there jaws drop. Josh was more focused on Nessa but Payton had all of his attention on you. It looked like he had seen a ghost.
Josh: wow you guys look amazing
Nessa: thank you
You: i know
Payton: wow you look so pretty angel omg
You: it's y/n to you but yh i know anyways i'm gonna go out my stuff away and start work so yh bye
you walk upstairs and go to your room while the others chill downstairs.

It's been 4 hours you have been working on your laptop until you hear knock on your door.
You: come in!
You look and see Josh
You: oh hey Josh
Josh: hey listen i need to talk to you about some stuff
You: ok go one
Josh: ok so the first thing is i want to surprise Nessa but i'm not sure what to do can you think anything she might like
You: take her to the cinema trust me is that all
Josh: no there's something else. (he pulls out a chair)
Josh: can i sit her
You: sure
He sits down on the chair
Josh: ok so it's about Payton
You: NO! i don't want to hear it
Josh: please just hear me out
You: ugh fine go one
Josh: look he has been very down lately. I think he misses you
You: no shit sherlock
Josh: i think you should forgive him he has been a huge mess
You: why should i he hurt me to the point where i'm traumatised i have nightmares because of him
Josh: look i know he did that stuff but he is very very sorry like deeply sorry and he wants you to forgive him
You: Josh idk after everything
Josh: but that's in the past jus think about it for me
You: (you sigh) fine i'll think about it now i have work to do can u please go
Josh: oh yeah sure i'll let you go back to what you are doing (he leaves the room)
You continue doing your work but Payton was in your mind.

Your POV:
After Josh left i go back to work but i couldn't concentrate. Payton was in my mind and i couldn't get rid of him from there. I didn't know weather to forgive him yet or not. WAIT! NO! Y/N what are you thinking your can't forgive him! he hurt you! but what if he is really sorry. UGHHH! i dont know this is gonna fuck with my head you know what i'm gonna try to forget about him and get back to work which is more important.

END OF YOUR POV

After you finished work you get ready for bed and think weather you should forgive him or not. well it was a tricky one but you felt like you should sleep over it and decide in the morning as you were quite tired. As soon as you turn your lights off you shut your eyes and immediately fall asleep.











authors note: Hey guys! i hope you all are doing well. sorry i've been very busy i haven't had time to write but i hope you enjoy this chapter!
love you all xx

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