Am I A sociopath? (Completed ✅)

55. I Can't Leave Him!

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Neet's POV

I saw the mail and I was beyond shock sweat formed on my forehead my feet went numb and my hands were sweating I opened the mail with my trembling hand

YAHHHHHHHHH I GOT INTO the California State University one of the best college in the whole world

I was jumped and dancing on the bed dancing crazy like a Maniac,But wait a minute a realization hit me hard

I have to go away from my arth for freaking four years I thought I will get into a college here in Mumbai but I didn't expect to get into the California State University

I sat down on the bed crossing my legs and went to deep thinking while playing with the bracelet he gave me on my 17th birthday should I say yes nooooo I can't leave arth here he needs me

Fuck it I need him too,how am I gonna face the total different world without him and this time even krups isn't going with me

What will happen if I leave him alone what if he needs me the most and I can't come as there are rules that I can only go twice a year but anyone can come visit me there

And long distance relationship never works NEVER!

What if something really bad happens what if we start growing apart what if he forgets me ughhhhh no neet stop thinking shit

But I can't help it I can't leave him what if he....

My chain of thought broke when I felt someone was shaking me vigorously through my shoulder I looked up to find my arth I blinked twice as my vision was a bit blurry and few drops of tear roll down

I can say he was confused af I lowered my head

"Where were you lost neet" He asked while cupping my face with his right hand and gently elevated my face he whipped the trace of tear on my cheek 

I held his right hand and started drawing circles while looking deep into his Hazel honey pool eyes

"I was calling you since two minutes where..." Before he say something else I stood up from my bed and jumped on his sturdy body and hugged him tight

He startled but hugged me back and wrapped my legs around his torsos and hands around his veiny neck he sat on the chair

His one hand was on my waist tightly wrapped and one was caring my hair his chin rested on the top of my head

"What happened bacha?" He again asked patiently

"I just need it" I whispered

"It was my past again" I lied ohh lucifer it's hurts me to lie to him his grip tight and he hugged my tight

Do heck with the college I aren't leaving him I will delete the mail and write them back that I don't wanna join the college

"You okay now" He whispered in my ears

"Hmm yah just don't let this hug end" I whispered as I snuggled into his neck

I am not leaving him!! I thought and a small smile formed on my lips

"Achha tell me did you get into your dream college?" asked arth excitement filled in his voice

"No I guess I didn't if I did they would have sent me a mail by now" I lied again this hurts so freaking much he patted my back

"It's okay neet for me you are already the best FBI officer, it's their lose they lost a gem like you, keep trying neet may be something huge is ahead at end it will be all worth it" he said and kissed my top of the head I just hummed