¡Warning!
There are some swearing bits and this is basically a small vent you don't need to read this chapter
Stay safe :))I am Fran
I am a bisexual lovesick "smartass"
I like lots of sweet pastries like cheese cake and cookies
I like the colour orange
I like the smell of blood(don't interpret this in a weird way, I just like the smell)
I want to be rich, smart, likeable, and famous
I want to have my father's approval
I want to attend a prestigious collage and high school
I want to be loved
Am...I what I want to be?
I don't know
Are the things I want the things my father would approve of?
Yes...
I think..I am not a failure yet
I am still loved
Do what they want you to do
You need to
You will not be loved if you cannot continue this streak of success
Your father wants what's best for you stop acting like you are being tortured, you are very well off, you are in the most loving family and you repay them with this filthy acts of rebellion, you stupid little shit
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
I'm so so sorry I promise I won't ever do that again I know yes your right you are always right you are so true I'm so filthy I should die but that would make my family hate me don't kill your self be successful get bitches get money get every thing you want in life...Yes. Cry. You ungrateful stupid little weakling with your fat scared body and you new generation mentality, you are not deserving of your life.
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.Am I happy?
Yes.
You should be and you are
I am happy
Thank you for reading :))
-Fran💋💋💋
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