My life's a movie I watch on the daily. I let it play, but I never pay attention. When I make choices my screen gets blurry. I forget my plot, yet I was never really in a hurry. I was never in a hurry to know what I did or why I did it. While watching my movie I watch a set of reruns. Overwhelming emotions. I shut it off. I want to run my movie. I want to direct it. Why cant I just press play?
-j
I have been feeling pretty dissociated lately. I want it to stop its hell. Idk why I even write these. I think i like the idea of people reading my feelings but my staying anonymous at the same time. Its comforting.
About the song, I love classical music. I play the flute in fact. This song gives me a sinister feeling that I love. But an all time favorite of mine is "Canon in D Major." I love it so much...
Anyways this is getting long. Thanks for tuning into my Public diary. Bye for now.
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Poetry‼️these are POEMS. I thought of these myself, any resemblance to you or what you have seen is completely coincidental. I write about my feelings, things I see, things I hear, and my thoughts. Any feedback is fine, just don't be rude about it becaus...
