she's a Milkovich

momma knows best

Carl washed Ian's sheets and we went to there room soon lip got back and we smoked mickey came over ian and mickey sat on Ian's bed mandy and lip sat on Liam's bed carl and I where sitting on his bed debbie came home from her date and joined us she sat next to me on Carl's bed we past the joint around and got high after awhile all the Milkovich's went home lucky for us Terry was no where to he seen there was a note on the counter he shouldn't be home for a week this is gonna be great finally a week without locking my door and keeping my window cracked open mandy Mickey and I sat on the couch and watched some cartoon we sat there laughing like dumbass's next thing I know I past out on the couch I woke up at 12 am to mandy stumbling to her room I went back to sleep then I woke up at 2 am and stumbled to my room in the morning I had a hella hangover I took some pain relief meds and got dressed into comfy clothes and walked downstairs and saw mickey still asleep on the couch I poured water on his head "oh you fucking bitch!" He yelled jumping off the couch I laughed and ran to Mandy's room I slammed the door and locked it "wtf are you doing!" Mandy yelled "running from mickey" I say then climed out her window I walked to the grave yard to see my moms grave I found her grave "hey momma I'm back" I said I put my hand on her tombstone "dad he is drunk all the time...I wish you where still here" I started to cry "you would make everything better!" I start to cry harder "I love you mom!" I cried I let everything out I finally pulled myself together "I'll be back I'm gonna go talk to mickey and mandy" I say walking away  next thing I know we are cleaning my moms grave "we love you mom" mandy said mandy and I cried into Mickeys arm as he hugged us both "we miss you" mickey said  somthing came over me that we needed to look in Terry's room for somthing we looked in his room and found some tapes 4 to be exact we put in the first one and our mothers face came on the screen "hey kiddos I love you guys!" She says "I'm very sick but no one knows I don't have long to live so I'm making this for all of you" she said mandy threw her arms around me "Mickey my oldest" she says "my only son" she adds "your tape is the next tape" she says I looked at mickey he was looking at the tv screen trying to bury all emotions "mandy" she said I squeezed her "my oldest daughter" she said with a smile "your tape is the second tape" she said Mandy's eyes filled with tear "and mindy" I heard my mothers voice say "my youngest the baby of the family" she said smiling "your tape is the third tape" she said I feel my eyes burn while mandy squeezed me and Mickey put his hand on my back "I love you all my babies" she said starting to cry "protect eachother at all cost" she added we where already doing that and we would continue to do that "I'll miss you" she said and the tape stopped mindy and I separated but she held my hand mickey put in his tape and sat down next to me the tape started to play "mickey my only boy my oldest hi" my mother said "your 10 and already beating people up for hurting your sisters" she laughed slightly "I love you mick so much you where my first kid and I'm so proud of you if you can keep out of trouble you have a bright future bud" she said starting to cry "keep looking out for your little sisters mindy and mandy need you" she tells him I look at Mickey and I can see tears in his eyes "and of course take care of yourself bubs I'm gonna miss you bud" she cried "I love you so so much mickey" she cried out and the tape ended mickey started crying it was the first time I have seen him cry since she passed I let go of Mandy's hand and hugged my older brother and mandy joined eventually he stoped crying mandy grabbed her tape and started it she sat down between mickey and I as moms face popped on the screen I grabbed Mandy's hand once again "hey mandy" she said softly "my sweetheart your only 8 years old and are so beautiful your smile could light up any room but you could kick the shit out of any guy" she said and Mandy's eyes began to water I squeezed her hand for suport "you where my first girl!" My mother said happily "I want you to watch out for your little sister protect her wbe be there for your big brother you Milkovichs stick together" she said "mandy honey your beautiful and your gonna keep becoming more and more beautiful but always have a kind heart hun your worth so much remember your worth and don't let anyone make you dought your worth" she told mandy "I love you honey so so much and I'm gonna miss you sweetie" and the video cuts and mandy is crying I rap my arms around her and so dose Mickey after awhile we put my tape in and mandy and I switch spots I sit in the middle waiting to hear my moms message "hey mindy my little girl!" She said "my baby your only 5 and you have the kindest heart" my mother says my eyes start to burn as tears fill my eyes mandy grabs my hand giving it a little squeeze "I want you to grow up knowing your brother and sister have your back no matter what" she says I look at my brother and sister "but I want you to be there for them to" she says mickey put his hand on my back "my youngest I am sorry I have to leave you while you are so young but I will always love you and be with you baby" she says as I start to cry mandy pulls me into her chest "continue to be the sweet girl you are I'm so proud of you babygirl I will miss you more then you will know I love you sweetheart" she said and the tape ended mickey huged me along with mandy