Cheerless Poetry

The Aftermath

If there is a start, there is an end
I've sealed that in my mind
But I'm afraid to cut the string
I don't want to let go the bind.

For without you I feel lonely
I need your company
With you I'm so happy
I don't want you to live me.

But these thoughts are in whisper
Too dumb to make it loud
For your dust starts to glitter
Like they're the stars while I'm the cloud

My mind starts to ache
My heart cries inside
Give me reasons to make
 If you'll leave me terrified...

I feel so agitated
As it's nearing to end
In minutes, in seconds...
No one could help.

Your dust starts to fade
Now what should I do?
How could I live on that home?
When I made it with you?

How could I stop begging?
When now it's all blinding
I still want more of you-of everything...
Why I couldn't do anything?

Frustration is an understatement
As I constantly wish that you'll comeback
But then I started to wait
Until I lost my track....

It's been months, it's been years
These feelings didn't subdue 
And as I'm starting to age
I've been more eager to be with you.