"why don't u just fuck off!" i yelled to my brother mason.
"i can't just "fuck off" ali! you are acting ignorant right now! just stay here!" he yelled back.
"no! i refuse to stay here, why do u want me here so bad!" i said forming my hands into fists as they were down to my sides.
"oh, alice! you're fucking delusional! i don't want to have a "whore" as a sister that has a "bad girl" reputation! all you do is go out all night, come home drunk as fuck, fuck every guy you see and bring them home without my consent!" he screams.
"you know what mason? go fuck yourself!" i say firmly as i walk past him pushing into his shoulder as he stumbled back a little.
i slam the door as i walk down the street.
i had just got back from some guys house after going to a bar here in downtown california. i came home at 1:00 in the morning and tripped over a vase full of flowers, that's what woke my asshole brother up, mason. we live together. that's what got us into this big ass argument. yeah sure i know. it's fucked up. i'm fucked up. what the fuck ever!
i walk down the street some more. i have no clue where i'm going. i have so much rage and anger in me.
i muttered curse words to myself as i tripped over my feet.
i don't need my brother anyway. fuck him!
i may be 22 but i'm definitely not going to be babied around by my 24 year old brother.
i walk some more as i reach a bridge. i wrap my arms around the rail and look down at the cars driving by. the traffic actually wasn't that bad tonight.
i take a cigarette from my jacket and my lighter as i bring the cigarette to my lips blowing out the smoke as i exhale the air. i felt less more angrier then 5 minutes ago. at least i'm not angry enough to leading myself to jumping off this bridge.
i was so at ease until i heard a voice.
"well" the voice said as it came closer.
i turned around as i broke my concentration on the bright moon.
"what's a pretty gal like you doin' out here alone at this time of night" the guy said as he dug in his pocket pulling out a cigarette.
"none of your business, go, away, and go jerk off some where" i said as i turned back around inhaling the air as i smoke some more of my cigarette.
the guy was actually really really attractive. straight ginger hair that came below his shoulders, black leather vest and a black muscle shirt that had white words on it, black leather pants, brown cowboy boots, bandana tied around his head with sun glasses on top, tattoos and those beautiful bright green eyes. if looks could kill.
"woah there doll! i'm just trying to help you out here" he said as he put his hands up.
"well i don't need it so you could leave now, i wanna be alone" i said blowing out some more smoke.
"maybe i do too" he said as he walked closer to me.
he leaned forward on the rail as he lit up the cigarette in his hand as he looked out it space.
i glanced over at him to get a better look. the light liner on his bottom waterline really made his eyes stand out.
"you like what you see" he smirked as he flicked his cigarette.
