I Don't Like You - Natasha & Wanda

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Thanos snapped, Natasha was under a few rocks, and she could see where Wanda was on the ground, as soon as the rocks were gone she ran to the socovian

-Nat, I don't feel so good- Wanda said feeling her whole body numb 

-What?no- the Russian said, already tearing up-It's okay dorogoy

-Mama i scawied -Wanda said crying

-It's okay printsessa -Natasha said pulling her to hug-it's gonna be okay, there is no need to be scared - she said with tears cutting her face as she felt the girl on her arms began to fade away-I love you

- luv ou mama- was the last thing the socovian said before completely vanish 

-Nat- Steve said placing a hand on her shoulder 

-I'm fine, I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine i'm-i'm- Natasha said holding the ashes that was on the floor tightly on her hand 

-It's okay Nat let it out- the man said kneeling besides her and wrapping his arms around her 

-She is she, I-i she is- she said not being able to form a sentence 

-I know Nat, I know- he said rubbing her back a bit 

after an hour or so Steve was finally able to make Natasha stand up, he supported her through the way of the jet- where do you wanna go?- He asked, but she didn't answer -home?- he asked, and she broke into sobs again, Steve's heart was aching he had lost his two closest friends and the one that was left was devastated, and he couldn't do anything about it, he heard Natasha's sobs all the back 

when he landed close to the blonde's house was when she realized, yelena, she got every piece of strength that was left on her body and she ran inside the house 

-yelena- she shouted, and got no answer- yelena- she kept looking, and she smelled something burning, she went to the kitchen to find a pan almost on fire, she quickly placed it on the sink and turned it on, only then she noticed the pile of dust on the floor, and her heart was once again shattered 

- Nat?- Steve said walking after her, to find her sat on the kitchen floor, sobbing her lungs out while hugging her knees - I'm sorry- he said siting besides her and wrapping an arm around her shoulder, causing her to sob on his chest 

when she calmed a bit down, she sent Steve away and went to take a shower, her body as aching from the fight but nothing compared to the pain of the lost she was feeling, it was like part of her had died too 

once she walked into the bathroom and undressed, the first thing she saw was a couple of Wanda's toys on the corner of the bathtub, she looked at it, and she felt the tears coming back, fuck what was she going to do without Wanda, she thought to herself, her baby was gone and there was nothing she could do about it

when she finally got out of the shower she got dressed and went straight to bed, maybe it was all a bad dream, and she would wake up with Wanda in her arms again, she laid down and it was so weird to sleep without the brunette, Natasha couldn't remember the last time she had slept without her, as she passed her hand on the socovian's side of the bed she found dumbo, she got the toy and looked at it and quickly began to cry again 

she doesn't know how long she stayed on the same position, too afraid to even move and realize that was the reality, she watched as the sun rises and set not able to sleep 

-Nat?-she heard coming from downstairs-Nat

-Daisy?-she said looking confused at the girl on her room 

-Hi- the brunette said looking at the woman on the bed

-What are you doing here?- the blonde asked, confused by the girl's presence 

-Just wanted to check on you- she said 

-I'm fine- Natasha said looking away from her 

-This doesn't seem fine- she said pointing at the Russian 

-I'm fine- she emphasized, but only then she realized maria was gone as well - wait about you? Are you okay?- she asked

daisy just shrugged her shoulders and wiped a tear- you know I miss her more than anything 

-I'm sorry kiddo- Natasha said sadly - is someone taking care of you?- she asked a bit concerned 

-I'm with Melinda and Colson- she answered 

-Oh, okay they are good people and good caregivers- the former assassin said 

- yeah whatever- daisy said  and added-And I found this on my house- she said giving Natasha her phone

-Oh, thanks- the blonde said looking at the object 

-Sure take care Nat- the brunette said before turning to leave

Natasha looked at the phone, and it was dead, so she put it to change and decided to take a shower

once the phone was charged she started scrolling on it, she ended up reading one of the last conversations she had with yelena through text, it was from the day she forgot her phone on Maria's house,  a couple of days before they were gone, there was an audio, and she knew exactly what it was, and a tear already threaten to fell, before she even played it

hi mama, come back i miessd ou, Wanda said and yelena started tickling her, so she let some giggles out, luv ou mama, by the end of it Natasha was a sobbing mess