"What are you doing here?"
Louis says quietly
"I came to visit my grandmother but, I saw the cemetery so I just.. anyways, what are 𝒚𝒐𝒖 doing here?" I ask him.
"I don't know, I usually come here whenever i'm thinking" He says not looking at me.
"Yeah, I remember you told me that the first time you brought me here." I chuckle.
"Yeah.." He sits down next to me.
"So. How have you been."
"Normal I guess." I shrug.
"How are you and.. Syd."
"We broke up actually so.."
Louis says looking down.
"I'm sorry."
"It's not.." He stops himself. And I know exactly what he was gonna say; that it wasn't my fault.. but i know it was. "Well, it happens." He whispers.
"How are you and the guy from instagram."
Louis says awkwardly.
"Jaeden?! No, no, Jaeden and I are just friends, he has a girlfriend. Plus I haven't really been able to move on.", we're both looking in different directions, too scared to make eye contact.
"Oh, got it." He says taking a deep breath.
"What's that in your hand?" I say seeing a folded piece of paper in his hand.
"Nothing, just a note. It's not important.
"Can I read it?" I ask and he hesitates.
"It's not important, right?" I say quietly.
"It is actually.. since I wrote it for you."
He says handing it to me.
"Oh- I don't know what to say.." I open it slowly and he just looks down.
I take a deep breath and start to read.
𝐈 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭. 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢'𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞. 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞. 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐬, 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐲. 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐢𝐭. 𝐈𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞. 𝐈𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐁𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐈 𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞. 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞. 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡. 𝐈 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐘/𝐍. 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐩 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐩𝐢𝐝. 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞. 𝐍𝐨 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥.
𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐰𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢'𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢'𝐦 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐚𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞, 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞. 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 '𝐦𝐞' 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞. 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞. 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐘/𝐍.
I finish reading and look up at Louis with tears flooding down my cheeks.
"I meant everything I wrote in that letter Y/N. I truly do love you." He says a tear running down his cheek.
I wipe it away and I hug him. He holds me tight and I realize how much i missed this. How much I missed us.
"I forgive you." I whisper in his ear and he holds me tighter. And I want to stay in this moment forever, under 𝐨𝐮𝐫 blossom tree, being held by the boy I love most. I'm truly happy again. It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we've done, and everything we've broken, all the trouble that we made. And I know if I go down I'll be doing it with him. He was and always will be my favorite crime.
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Hey guys, I know i haven't posting in a forever, but I finally finished!! Hope you enjoyed this ending
btw i was midway to getting high when i wrote this so i hope some mistakes made sense lol
GO READ THE SEQUEL🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 PLEASEEEE
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i wrote this such a long time ago and took forever to publish it,, and i wish i knew why people still read it.
i appreciate all of you that did read this corny ass story i made when i was 14 , so thank you, ignore the corny authors notes and ignore the way i unnecessarily abused time skips.🙏
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