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⚠️ attempted suicide ⚠️

- Terushima's pov-
I walk into my room to see ennoshita in the corner of my room unconscious with a pool of blood around him. His arms looked basically cut open with blood coming out of his mouth and arms." ENNOSHITA!" I ran towards him checking his pulse. Okay good he's still breathing... I don't know how much longer though.. I got up and grabbed my phone dialing 911(or whatever the police number is in japan) "hello what's your emergency?" "There's been a suicide on ####### please come quick" I said sitting next to ennoshita trying to cover his open flesh." Okay the police are on the way can you answer a few questions for me?" I said yes while tears were escaping my eyes. "Okay so what is he too you?" "Were just friends- well were kinda going out I guess" as I think about it what are we? Just friends? Or.." okay, how old are yall?" "Me and him are both 17"( Ennoshita is 16-17) "okay what's the name of the victim"......"Ennoshita c-chikara" I stuttered tears escaping my eyes. I looked over at ennoshita's bloody.... fragile body... I heard the ambulance pull up to my house with nurses busting into my room carrying him away. I tried asking if I could come with him but they said since we weren't married or blood related I'd have to stay here." We will call you as soon as we can sweetie" a nurse said then turning to get in the van. I felt alone... memories of me and ennoshita flashing in my eyes. I sat down on the floor grabbing my phone and dialed a friend.."hello?"..." is something wrong?"...."Ennoshita-... blood-" I couldn't finish my sentence without a sob escaping my mouth. "Terushima? What-... I'm on my way" he said hanging up. I sat there waiting for him to arrive.

-Daichi's pov-
I had just gotten a call from terushima and it scared the shit out of me. Me and suga were hanging out when he called me so suga came along. When I arrived the door was wide open as I walked in I saw terushima on the floor crying with blood all over him.
I ran towards him "What happened?!" I said bending down to his level. He pointed towards his room. Me and suga both looked at eachother then started walking to his room. When we opened the door we couldn't help bit gasp. There was blood everywhere and a bag of razors on the floor. Suddenly everything clicked Ennoshita- he-.... I ran out of the room and back to where terushima was "What happened to him!" I asked sitting next to him."h-he tried to c-commit-*sob*" I hugged Terushima. That must of been hard too see."okay how about you go take a shower and me and suga clean everything up?" He looked at me shaking his head no but I insisted. We started cleaning all the blood off the floor and I kept the razors so I could burn them." He bled so much..." suga said while mopping the floor "what could of caused him to do this?" I knew that terushima was taking care of ennoshita so it couldn't of been him but..why?

-2 hours later-
Terushima was asleep on the couch while I saw his phone was ringing
I picked up "hello?" "Hi is this terushima yuuji?" "No he's currently asleep I can deliver a message?" I look over a terushima and he was still sound asleep."oh okay, Ennoshita chikara has requested to see him.".... that means... "thank you ma'am he will be there soon." I hung up the phone immediately shaking Terushima up."whatttttt..." "Ennoshita is awake-" he looked at me shocked then ran to his room to get his shoes on "I'll drive!" I scream grabbing my keys with suga following after me. Terushima got in the car and I started driving to the hospital immediately

-no one's pov-
They finally arrived at the hospital Terushima almost immediately jumped out of the car and ran in the hospital. Daichi parked the car and ran right in after Terushima. "My name is Terushima Yuuji and I'm here too see Ennoshita Chikara!" He yelled at the desk lady. "Okay okay slow down. (Typing noises) he's on ####"

⚠️ ATTEMPTED SUICIDE ⚠️

-Ennoshita's pov-
Tanaka...why?...why did you do this
.. I looked over at my backpack next to terushima's bed. I grabbed it and pulled out my "special bag" What was in the bag you ask? My razors... plenty of them.. I grabbed one out and looked down at my wrist. Finally I felt the cold slim blade touch my wrist. 1...2...3...4.....30...31.. both of my arms covered in cuts and blood. *cough* blood was coming put of me from every where. I looked around trying to grab my phone before I blacked out...

-4 hours later-
I woke up in a hospital bed with bandages all over my arms. Oh... I remember now... I tried too- well either way I failed. I'm still alive right now ..... a nurse walked into the room and saw I was awake. She flashed me a smile and asked how I was feeling. I didn't respond I just shrugged. She did something with my monitor and started to walk out."where's terushima..." I mumbled."huh?" She said turning around and coming towards me." Where...is...terushima..." I said looking at her."sir I'm sorry but he can't come in the room unless he's family" she said apologizing. I looked at her and started getting up."sir I'm afraid you can't do that-" a pain shot up from my arm causing me to flinch."see-" I cut her off again while getting off the bed and walking towards the door"im fine.. let me go see him-" I fell to the floor blacking out almost immediately. After that I remember waking up on the hospital bed being examined by the nurse. She noticed I was awake and quickly wrote something on her clipboard then turned to me."We called the boy you were requesting and he's on his way" she smiled at me. Wow she's really nice.. she's not treating me weird after my fit earlier.... the phone in the room rang and she picked it up."mhm.. okay I'll tell him" she put the phone back "he just checked in he will be here in a minute:)" she said walking out of the room. I sat there for a few minutes before I heard the door swing open. I looked up to see Terushima with messy hair a jacket, and sweats on. He ran towards me saying a bunch of words mixed together. He hugged me, pain striking through my arm. He saw that I had flinched and backed up "im so so so sorry-" "it's fine" I said sitting up. I invited him to lay down with me he accepted,laying his head on my lap. I played with his hair a little trying not to hurt my arm. After a couple of minutes he looked up at me. We made eye contact and just sat there for a minute.... eventually he looked down at my arm. Tears started swelling in his eyes..."P-Please... Dont-t ever do that a-again..." he stuttered tears managing to escape his eyes. I sat there saying nothing... doing nothing...I just stared at him. "Im sorry-..." "You promised!..." he yelled covering his face with his arm. What am I doing... I made him feel like this- i-im making him cry... no no no I didn't mean too- "teru... i-i love you-..."




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