Every story starts and ends with you.
We were together close to 5 years huh.
It's so crazy to think about how much people can change in less then 5 years.
I remember when we first started dating how timid and nervous you were.
By the end how much more open you seemed.
I remember your hair the most.
So short in the beginning but by the end so wild and wavy.
This is the end for me.
I have to drop all this weight to fly again.
I need to let go.
I had my Epiphany.
You're gone.
You decided to leave.
I'm the only one here.
Hurting.
I refuse to hurt anymore.
At the time of writing this I'm working as a logistics supervisor at DHL.
I have an amazing group of friends that support and love me.
I have stage 3 lung cancer and I'm going to stop treatments.
At this time I learned to love myself. I learned self worth. I learned just how infectious my Attitude is.
My biggest take away is just how far I truly am willing to go for love.
I forgive you.
For everything.
For treat me like shit.
You once told me that I was, "a pinprick of light." I came to believe that for the longest time.
But then I realized that you needed to believe that.
Becuase I am a sun. But I was eclipsing myself with your doubts.
That's why I have to go.
I won't say goodbye tho.
I'll say, "see you later alligator."
I'm sorry.
Every story starts and ends with you.
*AUTHORS note
There is so much music that I could choose from that reminds me of you. I chose this one becuase ...well if you ever read this you'll know why.
Our love was God.
