Crazy love 🤍🤍 [nate Archibald]

Part 19

Springtime on the upper east side where the winter chill is supposed to be so last season but when mittens and scarfs are still all the rage the best thing you can do is just button up and hope of a warmer days xoxo gossip girl

I sat up all night worrying about what I should do it got to 3 am and I decided to just get over my fear and do it I carful unwrapped nate from my waist and grab the box from my bag I got into the bathroom and peed on two just in case after I stood in the mirror waiting  for the two minutes to be over it felt like the longest two minutes of my life I paced around the bathroom because I didn't have the Courage to look

After sitting on the floor for like ten minutes I decided to get up and look at they test as I looked at them my heart dropped

" omg I'm pregnant " I said

Next morning

After finding out I was pregnant I sat on the couch for hours just staring at the wall worrying about telling Nate like what if he breaks up with me then I Headed our bedroom door open I couldn't face him yet so I grab a pair of heels and my coat and ran out of the door . I walked around for a bit I didn't know were to go until I realised I showed up outside of Blair house and decided to go in

" oh miss Ella what are u doing here it's so early it's only 7 am " Darota said

" I know I just need to talk to Blair is she in " I said

" ye she is upstairs " darota said

" thank u " I said walking up stairs As I walked into Blair bedroom she was sat in her bed

" Ella " she said then tears ran down my face " omg what's up " she said patting the bed I walked over and sat down

" I have fucked up " I said

" why " Blair said

" I'm pregnant " I said lying down on her bed

" omg e are u ok " she said

" no I don't know how to tell Nate " I said

" I don't know but I think u should go home u look tied " b said

" ok " I said as she wiped the tears of my face

" u will be fine I love u e " Blair said

" I love u to b " I said

I walked home as I walked in Nate was about to walks out

" omg Ella we're having you been I was about to come looking for u " he said as I slipped of my heels and coat

" I went to go see Blair " I said

" in pjs and heels " he said

" ye I just need to talk to her " I said

" ok we'll do u want to get dressed and we will go out for breakfast " Nate said

" ok " I say

I got dressed and we went out we didn't really talk my heart was racing the hole time and I had an awful headache I just wanted to leave I could even eat anything without feeling sick we got home and I was just lying on the couch and I heated I knock at the door

" NATE SOMEONE AT THE DOOR " I shouted He walked down and answered it I heard him talking to someone but after awhile I got up and walked to the door to see trip

" hey trip " I said

" hey Ella am trying to convince Nate to come to ate family reunion lunch the first day cocktail part the next day Maureen will be there we're in engaged now " trip said