𝚜𝚎𝚟.
𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚐𝚘, 𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚘𝚜.
𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟸𝚗𝚍, 𝟸𝟶𝟶𝟸.
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"sev get up, hurry come on." dae said shaking me.
i whined, "but im sleeply dae?"
"theres someone in the house lil ma, come on." dae said whispering & picking me up.
dae carried me into my room closet, "be quiet and stay in here, im gonna go check on pops and ma ok?"
"no stay with me im scared dae!" i cried, we didnt live in a safe neighborhood but i thought that since my dad was in the streets we were protected.
"i know baby, just stay here." dae said kissing my forhead and walking out of my room.
i sat there quietly sobbing, my big brother & mommy & my daddy are downstairs now. i dont know what ill do if i lose them-
i heard screaming and it startled me so i screamed, i know i shoud've been quiet. i tried but i was so scared. as soon as i screamed men came up into my room pulling me downstairs by my hair.
"mommy! daddy! help me please. DAE!" as i screamed for help i heard shots. they were all shot, dae my mom and my dad.
"cmon dawg leave her alone shes a luh ass kid. she wont even remember how we look."
"mmcht okay."
they argued for a little more and let me go. i went up to my daddy first. he was so cold. he wasnt moving. i went up to my mommy next, she was colder than daddy. there was a tear still running down her cheek so i wiped it away.
then, i went up to dae. he was still warm and breathing. i went and got the house phone and called 911.
"h-hello? my mommy t-they killed her i think my daddy is gone too, please send help my brot-ther too!" i sobbed.
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i waited in the hospital. dae was the only one who made it out alive other than me. the beeping was the only thing that kept me sane. letting me know that dae was still alive.
"lil mama?" dae croaked.
"dae? dae you okay?" i asked tears running down my face.
"yes sev im okay.. ma & pops? are they ight?" dae asked smiling at me.
"um n-no dae im sorry, i shouldn't have screamed im sorry dae its all my fault." i sobbed into dae's arms.
"its okay sev, u were scared its not ur fault mama." dae said holding me tight.
"we gon get the niggas that hurt ma and pops, ight?" dae said kissing my forhead.
"okay."
i layed there, my brothers being the only one i had left. i wondered what would happen to us now. it was all my fault, i hate myself.
i hate the fact that i opened my mouth. i should've shut up. im never talking again. i don't deserve it.
