Everyone is looking at me
Is something wrong?
Did I do something stupid again
or am I just dumb?
I can't take these looks anymore
It's confusing me like when I was nine
It's just making everything worse
so I'm pretending everything's fine
This indescribable anxiety that I have
is killing and terrifying me inside
It's like I'm suffocated and I can't breathe
There's nothing I want to do but just to hide
Trembling frequently and being afraid
I am not able to control either of it
but I guess it's okay now
because I've already accepted it
