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so I'm back sorry I haven't uploaded in a while so if you're still reading thank also.......... 110 reads ! thanks guys thats a hundred reads yay thanks for everything i will still be uplaoding      see you after the story (this story was a prompt from tumbler but I couldn't  find the  it but it was the same one "ohhh a shiny a cookie" from last chapter with a prompt)     also i just made like 1 change while trying to find his little sisters name for the next chapter                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

matts pov: 

 I sat in class trying to drown out the sound of my teacher talking to no use when the intercom crackled to life " please exuse the interuption but next there will be a pride parade next monday bring your pride flag if you need one or forget yours I will have some in my office " then intercom  crackled signaling that the annoucment was over all around me people talked about it with there friends I would have too but gus was in the other class and he was my only friend nobody even sat next to me there was literlay three people in a two person seat while i had an empty seat write next to me i didn't think i was that unlikeable was I i don't but I did know that it made me want to cry but I wasn't going to in class that be very embarrising so I just held it in then the bell rang it was the last class until lunch so I grabbed my bag and went straight outside, into the forest, and on to a stump in a deep part of the forest i took a sandwich out of bag and but I didn't eat it because i just wasn't hungry my mind was to busy thinking to want to at i couldn't help but think about what prinecaple bump had said I could pretend to straight I mean nobody gonnas know right nobodys gonna, know nobodys , there gonna know (im not sorry but I am) this was exetremly stressful i starting crying do to the stress and the fact nobody likes me it was just all so painful I tuck my legs into my chest and sob into them I start screaming I was completly losing it i was being a baby , a child I stopped screaming though cause I had't gone out in the forest far enough to not be herd by anyone how did I know this because some THING was moving in the bushes tried to stop cry would have have been impossible unless I bit my lip so I did still mumbled and whimperd  though ( have bit my lip to stop crying and this what happens to me o I'm going off that ) the bushes kept rustleing until gus's head popped through the bushes "  matt "  he said his frown grew " ya " I say my voice cracking with tears " why are you crying " he asked me " I - I just " then i screamed I just couldn't get it out why is this so FRUSTIONING someones asking me if I'm okay, I have a chance for help why am I not taking it he quickly walks and sits next to me " hey its okay you don't have to explain " he said and he then he hugged me close to his chest I burried my head in his chest and sobbed right now i may only have one friend but he was the best friend i had ever had I just wanted to be in his arms right now it just felt nice he started running his fingers through my hair I slowly stopped crying soon my melt down  was nothing but heavy breathing  " do want to me whats wrong now " he says i nod my head looking up at him still leaning against his chest he hug's on to me I take a breath " okay so" I pause " umm well " I stutterd, he stroked my hair " it's okay if you can't find your self to explain you don't need to" i just burry my face in his chest again i don't derseve this he waited for me calm down and everthing I still won't explain no wonder he's my only friend " I don't derserve you as a friend " I mutterd feeling the tears form in my eyes he takes my face in his hands " yes you do " i just shake my head and start crying a bit he hugs me putting his arms around my waist I start wailing again I'm just a MESS today he nuzzles his forehead against mine for some reason this makes me calm down after 5 minutes it was just heavy breathing again  " do you want me explain " I say looking the other way almost sure he would say yes I mean if I were him I would also want to know " no " he said catching me off of guard " really" I say suprised he nodded his head " its seems to be making you upset and thats the last thing I want " he says this was a bit of a suprise but I smiled " any ways " he says trying to change the subject " did you hear the annocment" he says " the one about the pride parade" i say " ya what flag are you bringing " ummm straight and straight ally " I say trying not look nervouse " what about you " I say" i'm bringing a pan flag " he says we just sit there, well he sits I lean onto him in awkward silence " well we should probaly head back i'm sure lunch is over " he says I'm a little disspointed but i get off him and we go back to school "what time is it " I ask " ummmm its three " he says " oh its already time for my last class " I say a few seaconds later it hits me "thats the class I share with you " I say " oh ya I forgot " he says not notcing I'm getting very nervouse " we should have just enough to get there if we run " he says grabing my hand and running I feel my face heat up when he grabs my hand when we finally get there I'm out of breath but we were just in time for class when we get there I take a seat exepting gus to take a seat my willow but to my suprise his sits next to me I stare at him because I'm very suprised when he looks at me and smiles I quickly look away he giggles a bit my face heats up I look any were but at him this is how I noticed that willow was talking with luz they were pointing and whispering when they saw me looking at them they quickly looked away and pretend not to be looking they suck at pretending not to be looking I just zoned out until gus grabbed my hand hand I don't think he noticed he had but I sure did I did what gus called "amity" face I'm sure what that ment but he always laughed after he said and then when he would see my face he would laugh even harder it was kinda confuzzing this when I notice that willow looked very confuzzed luz was just snickering gus finally noticed they were snickering looked down realized he was holding my hand and quickly let go they just snickered even more gus looked like a tomatoe but luckly the bell rang I quickly ran out of the class and ran all the way home when I entered my house my brother was walking into the living room his school was closer so he got to the house sooner " why are so out breath " " you run away from you're huge group of friends " he says " very funny " I say sarcastically " you know i only have one friend " " oh come on you have to have more friends then that " he say's I just shake  my head " wait really " he says laughing I nod my head " thats sad little brother" he says " anyways mom be home at five" he says and he walks to the living room " ummmm acutally can I talk to you " I say  " sure" he says as he sits down on the couch I sit next to him " what do wanna talk about " he says opening his bag of potatoe chips  " I just wanted to tell you somthing " I say getting exetremly nervouse " and that is .... " he says dragging the sentence " ummm I think I might like someone in my school " I say his eyes light up " ohhh whats her name " he says in a sing song voice " umm his name is Augustus" I say hoping he wouldn't hear the part were my crush was a boy "his name" he asked sounding confuzzed at this point I felt like crying I was just so confuzzed and worried that he would be mad or something trying my best not cry by sqeezeing my eyes shut even then I could feel tears forming in my eyes I just nodded I don't know what I was exepecting but it defentiely wasn't what happend I felt his arm wrap around me I was very suprised and didn't do anything for a few secounds but then i wrapped my arms around him and cried into his sleeve " it's okay I'm not gonna hurt you " he says rubbing my head " you're not mad " I say still just so tired and confuzzed " of course not " he says " thank you " I say very relived, he lets me go " sooo " he says " when are you going to ask him out " he says teasing me " can't he's my one friend don't want to risk it " I say shruging    " well if you ever want to I'll help " he says " I check the time 4:57 " I'm gonna go to my room " I say standing up "  bye " he said when I get to my room I pull out my scroll and to messages I go to gus's chat he's the only one on there who's not family I send him a message " hi " it was now I rellaized I'm terrabile at starting converstaions then he sent me a message back " hi are you feeling better " I read the message " ya thanks for asking " I send back " good " he sends back a few secounds later I get a video call request I acceptmy hairs a mess I suddenly feel very self conusion about how i look right now but I see gus's face and for some reason I feel a little better I smile " did you call for a reason" I ask  " not that I mind " I say "I just wanted to see your face " he says "  wait no that didn't come out right "  he says burring his face in his needs I laugh " its fine " I say " I'm just pretty and you like it " I joke i see his face turn even more red " I was just joking " I laugh " don't do that " he says, after that we chat for a bit " oh its late I should go " I say " I'll see you tomorrow " I say " I love you " he says " wait what " I ask he looks very embarresd and quickly ends the call