2. THE CHOSEN SONG IS ...

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After so many months of waiting, the day had arrived.

One of the staff was talking to me, saying something about having 45 seconds left before the end of the commercial, but honestly I wasn't paying attention to what he was telling me, the only thing I was doing was some breathing exercises to keep me calm. I have rehearsed and practiced hundreds of times, either alone or with the guys. The last thing I wanted was to go out of tune or have a spotlight fall on me, I definitely needed to stop thinking so much and focus.

The melody of the piano combined with violins began to play. The spotlight was on a 12-year-old girl crying in the center of the stage. The camera zoomed in as I began to recite the first few sentences of my song, as if they were a poem.

After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end, I wanna thank you
'Cause you made me that much stronger

I grabbed the camera to be in focus and started singing loudly and angrily, showing all my feelings, while Damiano and Hugo started playing their instruments.

Well, I thought I knew you
Thinkin' that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust, called your bluff
Time is up 'cause I've had enough

I let go the camera and started to perform, letting my feelings and past experiences that led me to write and compose this song. 

You were there by my side
Always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out in shame

I walked over to where the boys were while I kept singing. 

After all of the stealing and cheatin'
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But uh-uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

I held my microphone in its holder and sang loudly, accompanied by the boys who were also my backup singers. 

'Cause it makes me that much strongerMakes me work a little bit harderMakes me that much wiserSo thanks for making me a fighterMade me learn a little bit fasterMade my skin a little bit thickerMakes me that much smarterSo thanks for making me a fi...

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'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh-oh, yeah, yeah, yeah ohh

I knelt on the floor while looking at the camera and kept singing. Trying to concentrate but the audience was jumping up and down and singing along with us. 

Never saw it coming
All of your backstabbing
Just so you could cash in on a good thing
Before I realized your game
I heard you're goin' 'round playin' the victim now
But don't even begin feeling I'm the one to blame

'Cause you dug your own grave 

After all of the fights and the lies
Guess you're wanting to hold me
But that won't work anymore (no more, aha, it's over)
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

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