Changed || KDG

𖨆 Part Eleven 𖨆

Saniya Morale -

"Saniya"

I was woken up out of my sleep from knocking.

"Saniya can I come in" I heard as I put a pillow over my head.

The door started opening.

"Get the fuck out" I said as I covered my body up more.

"Rosita said I could just come in" I heard as my bed dipped.

"I didn't say you could sit on my bed" I said as I uncovered my face to look at the person.

"My bad I just wanted to talk to you" Kentrell said

"About what" I said as I got up and brushed my teeth.

"The day we met"

"What about it" I said as I finished and laid against my head board.

I'm just now realizing I have on a sports bra and fuzzy pants.

Oh fucking well I'm comfortable ain't nobody tell his ass to come in here.

I grabbed a project I've been working on.

"What I'm going to assume was your dad-"

Before he finished I interrupted.

"That wasn't my dad, please don't assume" he nods and apologizes before continuing.

"If you don't mind me asking did he do anything to hurt you" he asked as he stared at my expressions.

Anything to hurt me

The countless times he's put me down

Hit me

Raped me

Made me feel less than

He hurt me physically and mentally and I can't do anything about it.

"You could say that"

Would opening up make me feel better ?

Would he use it against me ?

Think less of me ?

Pity me ?

"You can sit" I said cause he got up, I took a deep breathe.

"Can I tell you something" I said as I put my sewing kit on the floor.

"Anything" he said as he turned his whole body to me.

"That's my moms boyfriend she replaced my dad with him .. he used to rape me and beat me as well .. put me down every time he could, my mom chose him over me and my sister, and didn't believe me and my sister when we told her what he did to us and my sister ended up killing herself" I said as I played with my hands in my lap.

"I'm sorry to hear that" he said as he touched my back.

"I also faint sometimes and I like to pretend to be other people it kinda helps me cope to see what it would be like to be someone else, be in a different reality" I say and look at him.

He's looking at me so intensely.

"Sorry you probably think I'm weird."

"No, no it's okay I don't I would never judge" he said as he rubbed my back softly.

"Um thank you for listening" I said as I looked into his eyes.

It was easy with him.

"You're a good listener" I smiled and looked at him.