What If ... ? [ 1 ]

~ 12 ~ Diary

Aurora's Pov :

I forgot to hide my diary from anyone and now Stef just saw it and I know he won't let that go without some explantation .

- So what's with your diary ? - Stef asked me 

- So the thing is, I got home tonight planning on doing what I always do. Write in my diary, like I have been since my mother gave me one when I was 10. It's where I get everything out and it all goes in this one little book, that I hide on the 2nd shelf behind this really hideous ceramic mermaid. But then I realized I would just be writing things I should probably be talking about - I said feeling open with Stefan and I know he will heard me out and understand me well

- So what would you write like right now ? - he asked me 

- I would write Dear Diary it's okay to give up but never let anyone put you down. I give myself like a thousand reasons why should I spend time with everyone but I realized that is excusess to talk with everyone because of Sam. I must forget about him, moved on and live my life but I don't wanna hurt anyone in process. I hate  hurting people, I just can't even look at it and if someone does that to me I would find that hard to forgive - I said and he must be impresed by my words but he smiled and nodded head at me

- You know would I write ? - he said and I nodded my head as a sign to him to continue his mind - I met two girls, first is great, completely beautiful and everything is fine but by the end of the day she would be by my side no matter what. There is the second girl, beautiful to but we talked and that was epic. Then the sun came up and reality set in. Well, this is reality... right here - he said and I had tears in my eyes - I am so sorry that I made you cry - he said while he was hugging me 

- It's okay Stefan, the thing is that what you said is beautiful but who were you talking about ? Like I don't know - I said and was curious about an answer 

- The first person is you and the second is - then he stopped talking for a few seconds and I saw some tears in his eyes - Elena - wait I don't really understand 

- Wait did you and Elena broke up ? - I asked and now I hugged him 

- Yes - he responded and I was sad about Stefan

- Everything will be okay but if you don't mind me asking why did you two broke up ? - I asked 

- It's okay. We have a huge fight - he said 

- About what ? - I  asked once again

- About Damon and ... you - He said but his  last words he daid very quiet and honestly I was schocked. Seriously Elena was that jelous of me ? I don't like Stef that way, we are just friends and nothing will change this.

- Why ? Me and you are just friends - I said and have a mindfuck what is wrong with her.

- I told her the same thing but she said that you and your ex broke up and no one cares about you anymore, that you had no one and now she will be everyone's favourite and she will take your place in school, your friends and everything - what ? I didn't know that Elena was feeling like this but it's not anyones foult but hers, she just push everyone away and now her excuse is that our parents died but me and jeremy moved on and she clearly don't.

- Okay. I was not expecting this - I said still schocked

Me and Stef were talking and he was gone to his home and I change into my PJ's and went to sleep and woke up the next day

Next day :

Okay, so I've been thinking about it for a long time, but I can't make up my mind. Caroline has been urging me a long time to attend Miss Mystic Falls with her, but I'm not sure if I would have any chance to win. I heard that Elena want to take part and I will not disturb her, but okay if I had to take part in it who would be my date for this. Stefan? Not sure he will be with Elena, Sam does not come into play at all, maybe Damon? He's handsome and everything else but I don't know, he probably thinks I don't like him which was true in the beginning but I like both Salvatore brothers but not the way you might think. Okay now I will drive to pick up Care and drive to the next day to school. I pick her up and she just smiled at me okay just I know that for whole ride I will hear just ' come with me to Miss Mystic Falls ' over and over again.

- Don't do that again please - I said at the start

- But please you will be beautiful Miss Mystic Falls and no one can get a chance to win over you please please please - she practically screamed at me

- Okay, so be it - I gave up and she screamed a quick but loud YEAHHHHH - but there's one problem, who's supposed to be my date ? - I asked and she had no expression on her face as if she was already thinking about it

- Maybe Stefan ?

- He will probably be with Elena on this one - I said 

- But you told me that they broke up so that wouldn't be a problem - she sadid and I was like ' dang it ' and I laugh to myself

- Okay okay I give up - I tried to thro my hands up but I realize that I was still driving so that will not be safe so I stop myself

And with that me and Care stop in front of school and walk inside. We spent there our whole day and I was tired from these but tommorow is friday so the best day of school week.

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So there is the nest chapter and with Miss Mystic Falls we will be ending with firs season and there will appear Katherine, so now have a nice day / night and don't forget to like or comment I would really appreciate that so love u guys byeeeeee<3