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When is it time to teach , define , explain, be explained to , sit a person down and breath the words of "good "?  When do you learn this ? What is good ? Who is good , why is "good" needed to be a staple in life ! not a given , no, it's not. You may have thought this maybe because you was blessed and taught this very important lesson # 1st ! first !  Not last."Good" was not a word for me , it didn't have a place in my life until my adulthood . I thought for many years of my life that everyone learned the same way; School , Books, Teachers, Parents . I believed this, I never thought otherwise. The way I was brought up I didn't know "good" was a factor or a value. If I knew "good" .If I knew that there was life in that simple word ......

I would of thought different.

I would've thought different .

I would of been set free.

I would of made value in that lil word and made a definite definition of the power in it. I would have found my heart. Instead my life was full of pain ,anger, hate, I was lost , broken , hurt,  depressed, embarrassed, ashamed, confused, it seemed that every door I opened was giving me no choice but to run from life, I felt lifeless at times . Good was not apart of me it was just a four letter word. God is good! Help me out ! God is good ! Let go of the things that are holding you down and causing you to feel powerless and let God and God will take those burdens and you will be relieved of them and that is so so "Good" ... Good=Free ... Good=God...God is Good .....

God! Lord ! King ! My Messiah! The Holy of Holy ! The Alpha ! The Omega ! The Author of Life ! And Finisher of Life! The Spirit of Truth! My Chief of the One thing that keeps all of us strong unbreakable. This God is real and He is Good. He would have gave me the choice... Good or bad . God would have set me free . I would  have made,..... This is not a easy to say I'm sorry it puts my heart and mind and soul and everything I love back into my thoughts growing up . Hard to talk through or write about. There were lessons learned in your life. There were people who knew about God , who had been touched by God. They are very good people those people were given the truth wisdom and understanding that inside them there was a heart and a soul and the Spirit.  That person would have spoke in the Spirit and freely given you The Breath of Life and it would have made you feel so "Good" hope would of been born , faith would have been born , you would of had a vision of perseverance and a choice to know suffering is not bad and in that when you lost and was lost you found a "Good" person who would teach you "Good" a good way ! A choice ! A lesson in your life that would bring Good into your next decision. To know "Good" .... would have built moments in your life to value and keep . That lesson learned at that time , when that time for anyone is I feel should be installed in everyone's family immediately when the conscious came about . God  matter's ,  God does , God Is the teacher building inside always. Only when that person has knowledge there of "Good"   Those bad choices in your life would be a constant reminder of why you would remove and replace them  with good choices. You could feel something when you correct and even have more a feeling inside that gives you a dream a future what ever anyone around had that you wish you had your self that life I could never open my heart was just a body part so yes The lesson of "Good" and the learning of it should be a topic very very important topic in life.

God ........ He is my Father.
Do you have a Father ?
Think of this for a moment...

I never had a father , nobody around me growing up had a father. Nobody even in school growing up who had both parents had a father who would talk to us . Nobody talked about Dads because it brought up so much pain or it brought up confusion and it could get your ass beat or could make your mom trip into trauma and the word Dad was not cared for. So father was last , God was last in mine.......!!!!! I had no father. because I had no father and sad so sad nobody else in my neighborhood either  ,,,,it put me on a very painful and an ever lost journey to leave this world . I wasn't given a father or a God . Nobody gave me a bible or said "God help this boy , be His guide and help him to follow your foot steps. He is the Light of the world. The Light!  "Light House " what is your definition? What is the definition?
" A tower that is built on or near the shore and that has a powerful illuminated signal to guide ships away from danger the ocean there is a light tower."  This light House is a tall tower on the ocean coast and it could be seen for miles and miles by any boat in the ocean . "Darkness" is not "Good" the light House exposed, " gave hope"  into the darkness illuminated the navigation became the becan to the lost ship and or warned them of danger ahead and boats in the dark were saved and made it to shore.  This is just something I wanted to illustrate because if you look up the definition of a lighthouse you will start to understand that the lighthouse now carries many definitions and it's used in many ways to explain to me what "Good" is . So is the word "Good" the definition, the levels and depths of what it contains , what it shows in you , what it brings to your family , how it keeps you safe, trusted , how it gives you the knowledge that you will use in life so you can understand right from wrong , to put your value in it and know it contains power to know it can inspire and give hope , to leave here from many years of being good you do something to help your wife or kids .  When your given good naturally it's not you who give the value but your heart that loves to be in it. When you feel good and do good inside your heart is now a becon to anyone around the inside your heart is on fire you can't see it though now they come to you and know with you they can be found because there lost and need guidance a direction.The Truth is God and the Way is that Light on that high high tower in old times kept many ships and boats and the people in it the choice to say," there it is!  were saved!". That is good it even warned them bad things were coming , be careful, so many ways to teach .......Everyone that I knew in my life  growing up that had God,  that new God , that were God fearing people, that were in a religion for an odd reason had  kept God to them self's......That good you have branded in you already because of the good people in your life have in so many ways risen to the top built there selfs on high and directed you into "Good" taught you so many definitions of good and given so much good to you that it led you to the light . You seen the light in those who had built a lighthouse inside them selfs for anyone they loved . That is "Good" I could only imagine how my life would have been if they didn't shut there lighthouse off , if they chose to do what God taught them and yet they didn't. Even people who have God in there life sin, and they sin and do wrong , choose to do bad knowing all they know and still so far to even pray and wish that we lose, that we get lost,to stay away, give no light , no good  because we are in a ugly neighborhood and we are damned no Father's our skin color , a mother who been brought already to exhaustion can not tired of being shamed even look up so they claim our communities to be of another not worthy still being races unwilling to do any good for us . Having everything, even a Father and a God and been a becon to there communities and father's and rich turn and let us who needed that lil hope , that one person to pick our mothers or families up. How that would have changed all my family all my friends the communities . I was so bad so bad . I used the powers of this world , what our community was like had kept me from knowing good  It's like this, if you let the devil be your friend, he will always be there, he will pop up on your shoulder and whisper something so sweet ! these temptations his lies juicy  in your ear. The flesh, this skin that we are dressed innnn, is his favorite dressing. Its very hard to undo the oppression that the devil ties you in , binds you in almost so sad the give in the deals the devil tricks you to make ..Why.. because he has confused you in the meaning of good . My father made the path of our family impossible to survive . I watched , I was apart of it. How we took each other down at the whisper of the devil . It was sad. We had no idea of sin and we suffered , we constantly sinned, we were bad . I seen the worst, I been in the worst and I was apart of the worst. Life has been so dam hard for us , nothing was easy it was very difficult for me and my family ,  Life has been almost to tuff to want to live , lifeless at times , just hurt, lost,full of hate , shame and fear! It was no good ! Nothing was good. It was very hard. Sense I can remember my life has been full of pain. I didn't learn the God life, so this "world" (devil)gave me the ways in life to suffer.
Just take a minute right now and breath in and thank God for anything .....
Close your eyes and breath a couple times feel inside your heart something good and thank God.
Ok Its important to know that way you stop losen your chance what do I mean well don't figure it all out nobody can know everything so don't try to figure that out you will lose in life God wants you to follow Him it's good to know your self but even better to submit to God and ask , pray for His guidance, to do His will to stop and give God your best and then you will find what I'm going to tell you next.....

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