Some Sanders sides Oneshots

If I could tell him

Any side x Any side

Another Dear Evan Hansen song-prompted piece, this time "If I could tell her"!

If I could tell him... God, if I could tell him.

If I could tell him about how his eyes shine when he talks about his work; how his words surround me, embrance me and fight off the other voices in my head; how every throw-away smile makes me melt.
If I could tell him about the way he tilts his head when he's embarrassed; he looks to the floor with the smallest laugh, a light blush dusts his face as he tries to regain himself; his stutter when it's pointed out while he plays with his sleeves or the rim of his shirt.
If I could tell him about how every touch is like a small flame; a burning feeling that sets fire to my heart, sparking a joy deep behind the black claws of my mind; it's always only a brush by, a skim, a feather light whisper against my skin as he adjusts my tie until it's in place; he's blind to how far I've fallen into every one of those.

If I could tell him... God, if I could tell him.