Loud
Silent
Hateful
Kind
Can't be one thing
Has to be everything
And nothing
All at the same time
They threaten
They shout
Never leave
Always loud
Till they sleep
Man these voices
Slowly killing me
Slowly drowning me
They aren't quiet
Unless I do as I'm told
I have to bleed
Stay quiet and alone
They make me doubt everything
Everything that's good
Never happy
As in should
Don't deserve happiness,
Peace,
Silence
They tell me to jump
Close to doing so
Everyone will be happier
Especially my father
Try to swim
Stay afloat
But these voices
They pull me underneath
Try to look on the brighter side
But they block the view
I'm don't know what to do
Im done trying
I'm done crying
I'm done bleeding
I'm done sleeping
I'm done eating
I'm done being alive
I'm done being numb
I'm done with everything
I'm done
Yes I'm done
Don't be surprised
When I disappear
Just know I'm gone
But also very near
Please don't cry
You'll move on
In a few minutes
Or days
It won't take long
I never mattered
No I never did
But it's fine
I don't matter
It is what it is
No more voices
No more tears
No more annoying idiot
No more fears
No more worrying
Everyone is happy
While I'm not here
I'm glad your smiling
Don't waste your tears
Don't waste your time
I'll always be here
Listening to the voices
The ones that put me here
While staring at the stars
Letting go of all my fears
Don't worry
I'm not hurting
Physically of course
Mental pain is never ending
At least for me of course
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Random poetry
PoetryThere will be random poetry in here Poetry that I have written and I'm sure no one else has ⚠️TW⚠️ mentions of suicide and probably other triggers that I don't know of
