My Sunshinee (On Hold )

Chapter 13

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Love

It's just four letters right but what do you mean by love can anyone tell me Aditi is sitting at the terrace lost in her thoughts she decided she will give Rudra a chance but now she had to think one more time she doesn't want to regret  it later bcoz she is not alone her son will also suffer with her She and a hat return from his office and her son is not ready to leave his father Rudra has an important meeting in London he will return after three days it's become impossible for her to handle his son alone like father like a son but now he is playing with his grandfather and bade hukum without any worries one thing she understands these days  Bade hukum and her father in law may be a cruel cold heart king but they become a different person with Abhay no one believes her if she says the great king Uday veer Singh Rathod is now playing a role of horse with  his grandson sitting on his back enjoying a horse riding a smile played on Aditi face thinking about some moments Suddenly ring of her phone brought her back to reality she looked at her phone a smile appeared on her face she put her phone near her ear

" I missed you mum," Aditi said while smiling wholeheartedly it's been a while she didn't talk to her mother

Aditi, you should give Rudra a chance, " Her mother said she wants her daughter to be happy everyone deserves a second chance

" Rudra said all these to you right," Aditi said how can she tell her to forgive him who hurt her Rudra can never change she thought while waiting for an answer

" If I said I also hurt you, " Malini said while trying to understand her daughter it's true she hurt her daughter whom she loves more than anything she is about to lose her

" You can't do that mom I know you love me more than anyone, " Aditi told her she know her mother more than herself

" Listen to me carefully you know I didn't give birth to you, " Malini told her she know what she is doing she can't hide these things anymore it's been year's all the deed she did Lavanya is paying the price of her every sin she did in past

" I know mom but that doesn't change anything when my mother leaves me for her dreams you raised me like your own " Aditi told her  controlling herself not to break down in front of her mother she doesn't know why her mother doesn't any kind of emotion towards her

" I am the reason your mother leave you just because of  me she stays away from you my insecurity take her away from you " Malini confessed everything she feels free from this burden she carrying from year's on her heart

" W..What d..do you..m..mean, " Aditi said stuttering no matter what happens her mom can't do that right she loves her right then how can she
If a person hurt you that doesn't mean they don't love you they did but circumstances made them hurt you

" When I lost my girl child I become depressed your mother come into our like a ray of sunshine I thought god gave me a second child I become selfish that I forgot about her she carried you in her womb for nine months by each passing day I become attached to you one unfortunate day  I came back from market and found your father and lavanya together there face are close to each I thought they are cheating behind my back but in reality your father is helping lavanya he hold her so that he can prevent her from falling in my anger  I slap your mom and about to slap your father lavanya hold my hand and I..i pushed her she fall on floor she screamed due to sudden pain in her stomach  she is fully covered with blood at that time I am drown in regret when we  are taking lavanya to the hospital she doesn't care about herself she only want to save her child i still remember her each word " please don't hate my child raised my child like your own if you have to choose between me and my child you will choose my child promise me " at that time we reach hospital  doctor take her to OT and your father told me everything and lavanya words come true doctor said they told us mat be that can't able to safe her but god gave me second chance he saved both of you but she  cant be a mother a  again when i hold  you  first time in my arms I forgot about each and every pain after some time i decide to face lavanya i must say she has heart of gold she forgave me she even gave me you and leave the country so that she can distract herselff she loves you aditi she even take a promise from of not tell you all this i hope you will forgave me " Malini told her everthing she feel from burden she is carrying from years