Tw:eating disorder/puking
I wake up to screaming I hear stans voice then Wendy's voice and then Craig's but I don't feel like getting involved with whatever is happening downstairs so I just go on my phone scrolling though tiktok and Instagram seeing all these perfect body blonde blue eyed girls "why don't I look like that" I say under my breath about 20 minutes later the screaming stops and I hear a door slam
so I head down stairs to see a pissed off Craig and a sad Stan I run up and hug Stan.me and Stan then sit at the kitchen table and wait for breakfast well Stan is I'm not "hey y/n what do you want on your plate" Craig says "nothing I'm not hungry" I say "you sure"
"I'll have a pice of bacon I guess" I say I then look up on my phone how much calories is in one pice of bacon "wait Craig" I say "yeah?" He says "what kind of bacon is this" I say "Canadian" shit I think to myself that's fucking 89 calories
I sit at the table and watch the boys stuff there mouth with food I slowly start to eat my bacon and finish it "I have to go to the bathroom" I say and head to the bathroom once I get In the bathroom
I sit on my knees in front of the toilet and put my pointier finger and the finger next to the pointer finger down my throat
I start to gag hopefully they don't hear me I think to myself the next thing I know I'm puking this brown liquid into the toilet I flush and wash my hands twice with a bunch of soap so they can't smell anything
I head out of the bathroom room and head to the living room Craig then says "yo look whose back" I giggle a little bit and sit on his lap Stan then whispers In my ear "are y'all a thing"
I sake my head no but I want it to be a yes god he's just so cute but he'd never like a fat pig like me I'm probably crushing his legs right now I stand up and sit in between Stan and Craig but I'm probably taking up all the room but if I move again it'll look like I'm up to something
