Larry Stylinson Oneshots

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Utopian world, where everything is perfect, but Louis feels like he doesn't belong in this world/is not good enough for that, but Harry makes him realize he is always enough.

There might be many pov changes, sorry for that

Inspired by: beautiful war (kings of leon), creep (radiohead), little things (1d), common (zayn), perfect now (louis), no judgement (niall), I'm fine (ashe), save myself (ashe), home (1d)

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3rd person Pov

"Don't make a scene dear", "everyone has been at that point before", "get yourself together." Those were sentences Louis heard very often. Why, you ask? Because he feels like he doesn't fit in.

You see, the world at this point is perfect. There is peace everywhere. Hunger, homelessness, war, everything bad is defeated. Everyone lives in peace and freedom. But Louis feels like he doesn't deserve this world. He feels out of place.

louis pov

I couldn't look anyone in the eye on this planet. Everyone here is perfect. Especially my boyfriend. He is just like an angel in this beautiful world. I wish I was as special as he is. But I'm just an ordinary boy. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here anyways.

I want a perfect body. Tanned, muscular, handsome. But all I've got is this stupid messy hair, little tummy and and I'm by far too short. My fans call me "a smol bean" and I dont know if they're joking or making fun of me.

I want a perfect soul. Hazza is known for his slogan, treat people with kindness, whilst I am compared to him as the polar opposite. Apparently, the tommo way is something negative and rude. What do I have to do to be perfect? I always try my best to make other people happy...

But it seems like I'm not good enough or else fate wouldn't have decided my life for me like that. First, the band goes on a break, which I can totally understand. Then mum dies, and then fizzy as well. What have I done to deserve this? Clearly, there must be something wrong with me because apparently, I'm the only one who is not happy here.

Thats why I only have one goal in life: always try to make harry happy because he deserves everything, while I am just a waste of space, with no talent at all. I don't even know why hazza still stays with me, and that for about 11 years now, but I can never tell him what I think or feel. It would make him upset because he cares for me and i can't take the risk of upsetting my boy.

Harry pov

I know what is going on with Louis. Ever since we went on a break, he became more withdrawn. I'm trying to find out what is going on in his mind, but he won't tell me. I'm worried about him because he is an amazing person to just like sit and admire what he is like.

When I woke up this morning, Lou was laying beside me, blanket fully engulfing him. He looks so cuddly and warm but I know that he doesn't feel like that. Before I get up to make us breakfast, I layed down again, spooning my boy to make him feel loved.
A few minutes later I got up, to make chocolate chip pancakes for breakfast. When they were done, I went back upstairs to wake Louis up.

"Good morning sunshine", I said. "morning", Louis yawns.
"I made breakfast for you, c'mon and get up." "I dont want to, its so warm here." I quietly laughed to myself because it's the same procedure every morning.

"Guess I'll eat all the pancakes by myself then", I answered smiling. That was enough to get Louis to get out of bed and go downstairs. On the way to the kitchen, he lovingly petted our dog Clifford, who is like another best friend for Lou.