why do i do this to myself
why do i walk into something expecting different
why do i shut up clam up say nothing forget about myself prioritize other people i'm tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired of prioritizing other people i'm tired of not being heard i'm tired of not being listened to what's the problem is it me
please
please
i'm just begging
you to listen
to care
to give a FUCK
i-
i'm so tired of expecting to be listened to of being told that people are listening when the truth is
no one
is
