hello,
she closed her eyes
i screamed
the doctors came
i started crying
they did something to her
someone held me back
they say that she's in peace
i am not
they say that they're sorry
i know they're not
she's not breathing
i am breathing
she's dead
i'm alive
she's quiet
i'm screaming
she's in heaven
i'm at home
she supposed to have 6 more days
i supposed to have 13 more days
her last 6 days came early
my last 13 days will come early
she's probably smiling
i'm constantly crying
she's probably sitting somewhere
here i am looking for something
she said she'll wait forever
'i guess baby that forever is coming now'
her body can't take it
my mind can't take it
she smiles at her death
i'm swallowing all of my sleeping pills
that's it, it hit me again
she's my light,
my source of happiness,
my source of life,
my source of joy,
my source of everything
now that she's gone, there's no light
but i'm going to see it, again, and i smiled
'i'm going to see you now bell... i love you so-' then my body fell down and i closed my eyes
the end
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notes
Randomit's their own thoughts... - This is a Niall Horan fanfiction (AU). It's a short story. Enjoy reading! Thank you! © invincibleh on Wattpad
