BTS Oneshots

Oneshot #2

When he says he feels unloved (JJK imagine)

Happily singing away to one of the songs playing through your earphones, you made your way towards where your boyfriend was. He was in the playground, practicing football with his friends. You wanted to surprise him by coming to pick him up. 

Today you were smiling unceasingly. You didn't know. You never smile that much. Maybe because finally you were doing something for your boyfriend? You were the type to not show your emotions easily. You weren't cold, you had feelings. Just, you were maybe too shy or felt weird to show your emotions. People referred to you as the 'girl with no emotions'. You never really made friends. The only one you had was your little puppy Max. He was the little ball of sunshine you had. He made you happy. 

After you moved into your own apartment at the age of fifteen, things had been quite hard. But you found him all alone in one of the streets, crying, just like you. So you decided to keep him.                  

Walking in the playground, you saw him, Jungkook. He was there with his friends in a corner talking and laughing. His smile brought tingles in your heart. They didn't seem to notice you, seemingly busy with their talks. You slowly went up to them from behind. One of his friends spoke something making you halt. 

"Hey Jungkook, how's your relationship with Y/n?" You being a bit interested in knowing the answer quietly listened. "Um, it's good. Like she is good with me. Just that, she's busy with her work. Because of that, she has turned even more cold with me. Sometimes I feel unloved. But I of course love her." He said with a sigh. 

Your heart clenched. He felt that? You quickly went away from there with heavy steps. Getting inside your apartment, you took a shower. 

He must be hungry. You thought and made some food for him. Not in the mood of having anything, you plated his food and kept it on the dinner table. Getting inside your bedroom, you laid your tired form on the mattress and sighed. 

I have to talk to Jungkook. 

Putting the covers over your body, you waited for him to come back. All this time, you were thinking about only one thing. Why did he feel unloved? Did you not love him enough? Or you didn't show it enough.           

A noise cut off your thoughts. It was Jungkook, who was finally back. He sat down on the couch, well aware that you must be still in work. He sighed. What he said back in the playground to his friends was not completely a lie. You had surely become much colder than before. But whether he really felt unloved was a question. Why did I even say that, when I myself don't know if that's the truth?

Getting up, he went towards the kitchen to find some food, only to see his favourite food already prepared on the table. He smiled. She cares,she still cares. He quickly sat down and munched on his food merrily. He understood you were home already. But then, why were you not coming out to spend time with him? Quickly stuffing the rest of the delicious meal, he strode his way towards the bedroom. Peeking in, he saw you laying down on the bed. 

He was confused. You never slept so early. Heck, you never came back from work this early as well. Were you sick? But then you must have told if you were. Freshening up in the bathroom, he changed into comfy clothes and sat down beside you. He was about to turn around and pick up his phone from the bedside when your voice startled him. 

"Jungkook?" You called out, making him slightly jump. "Yes?" he answered back gently. "I wanna talk to you. Do you have time?" You asked cautiously. "Yes sure love. I am free. What is it?" 

"Um, you said you feel unloved because of me, isn't it?" "Wha- how did you know?" He said perplexed.

"I went to the playground to meet up with you. I… wanted to surprise you. Instead, I myself got a surprise." A mirthless chuckle left your mouth.