SEVERAL MONTHS HAD PASSED SINCE THE last time megumi held you in his arms.when the higher-ups knew about megumi's attempt to save you, they immediately imposed a suspension. so, megumi slept in his old house with his sister for weeks.
he didn't mind it. he knew the consequences anyway. so he accepted his punishment with open arms. it was like to spite the higher-ups.
they should've saved you. megumi will always think that you were someone who shouldn't have died.
he didn't despise lady nagant either. he found out that she was just following what she was ordered. he couldn't bring himself to blame anyone.
he didn't know who to blame. who to direct his anger to.
being sent to missions alone, with yuji or nobara, everything just didn't feel right with him.
he's grown accustomed to your presence, your company, your warmth.
slowly, all his anger went to himself.
i should've arrived earlier. i should've acted quicker. all the things he should've done so he could save you. he thought all of it and turned all the blame to himself.
the authorities from tartarus even had it in them to hold a funeral for the 3 members of the league that had died.
megumi didn't go. he was afraid that he might lash out at anyone from the hpsc or even the heroes.
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DECAY ༘ fushiguro megumi (jjk x bnha)
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