DUSK TIL DAWN

Chapter Seven

Chapter seven

recap

"She looked at me and said " ready to go back to bed?" but I nodded my head as I packed up my desk so that I can join my fiancé in bed. We walk up to our room, climb into bed and fall asleep in my fiancé's arms and everything goes black."

Chapter seven

and I don't know how to help her so for some reason im burying myself in my work even know I should be at her side.

Olivias pov

Im feeling a bit alone but I need my future husband because im not coping and he doesn't know how to help me so he thinks I should go through this pregnancy on my own. maybe I need to sit down and talk with him because I need some time and I need him to understand that I need him because this is very rough and I need his support. so I go up and walked into his office and said " we need to talk" he looked at me so shocked but said" sure" he moved around from his desk and sat next to me. I said " we need to talk about this pregnancy because it feels like you are not even present" he just looked at me and smiled then said to me " I can't see you live this struggling with pregnancy and it's my fault so I feel bad and guilty" I look at him and start to cry he hugs me and says " everything will be ok". I sat there and sobbed because I was scared and I just said to him " I need you" and I don't know what I'm doing. I'm at least 4 mths pregnant this is exactly real how am I gonna do this because my fiancé and my baby needs me my future husband is kinda distant and then he says " I'm not going anywhere and I'm gonna be more present in this" I smile and sob " thank you" and I sob in his lap as my thoughts are everywhere and I can't sleep my brain is running around and around but I need to sleep so I'm slowing down my brain. I love my husband so much and it hurts me to see him like this but he is hurting more than I know and I'm struggling to connect with him but learning to cope I'm reaching out as best as I can.

I woke up looking at him thinking he was beautifully handsome and that I love him most of the time in the morning I just lay there and watch him sleep and then I need to pee and have my morning juice with my prenatal vitamins so I got out of bed and someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to bed and I said " babe I need to pee" and he let my arm go and did my usual and peed had my juice with my prescribed vitamins and minerals eating the right foods but trying to stay healthy.

Graysons POV
Olivia is trying so hard to make it seem like this pregnancy isn't rough on her body but she is trying really hard to keep this pregnancy the doctor said this was gonna be a hard pregnancy so I have to help where I can for her I have to do everything I can for her even if it means breaking the law. I just don't want to let her down I think to myself as I pace around my office in the pack house. Then my fiancé walks in the room and says " stop pacing it's making me sick so stop" I know and sit down in my armchair and was sitting still thinking the same train of thought. I'm just worried about losing the baby because it means everything to her and she feels that this is her duty.
I'm sitting at my desk as my computer pings telling me that we have to see the doctor today. And she looks so Ill but she can help her with this pregnancy. I get up from my desk and take her hand and say " pumpkin time to go see the nurse and our favourite doctor" I see a tear roll down her face and she says " I'm so tired and sore I feel sick all the time" I nod and say " I know pumpkin but your doing so well hang in there" she smiles and I say " let's go" she slowly stood up and walked with me she wasn't too happy to go through.
Olivia's pov
We are walking to the doctor's and my feet hurt and I'm tired but I try and be strong for my baby coz once the baby is born we are gonna do the wedding which we already started planning for.

We get there and I take my shoes off and sit in the chair he wanted me to and just laid there. He came in and started but we said " we don't want to know the gender of the baby" and Grayson nods in agreeance with me. And the doctor said " we will respect your wishes" as we were doing the scan I started to think about my brother. I looked at him and said " I need to know what happened to my brother" he said to me " I know you do I'll look into it"

I have few memories of my brother and I need to know if he is alive or not last I heard he was dead. But it would be nice if he was alive. It would be great to know I have some sort of family left that didn't abuse me. What if he knew what my parents are like?