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Chapter 1: Zassi

Too much light, alcohol and people who shouted at the crowd " Go Zassi, ikembot mo pa uwhoaaaaa!" I was just swaying my hips with the beat of the music, feeling the tention of alcohol inside my veins.

" HAHAHA you're just to loud maxim stop it!" I'm with my best friends.

"Awat na nga kayo" yeah there's the one Charmei who is KJ all among with us,

" bat ba kasi dika sumasayaw girl, it's not like may mawawala sayo Kung sasayaw ka, duhhh!! Where her for each other noh!" - Shantal slapping her the fact hahahaha.

Habang sumasayaw kami napatingin ako bigla doon sa guy sa gilid, O my gosh, just the fucking omg he's too handsome, a lot of girls looking at him like he's the one that fall from heaven down there to earth, what the hell I'm just saying? Napatingin ako bigla kay Maxim habang kinikindatan nya ako, uwhooaaa got it, she want me to come with the guy and offer him with sweetest alcohol I could gave to him. Well, marupok ako ee, but then palapit nako ng palapit sa kanya ng bigla Syang tumayo.

What the? Sayang naman lalapitan ko pa naman sana sya. Nakakainis. Agad nag iba ang mood ko habang tinatawanan lang ako ng mga kaibigan ko, naupo lang kami sa may table namin, nagkekwentuhan lang sila habang ako umiinom ng tequilla. Lasing na nga ata ako.

"Hi Zass baby" napa angat ako ng tingin doon sa nag salita, ow it's Riguel my suitor, what is he doing here? Of course this is a bar fahara, what are you thingking...

"Hi.." yan lang ang nasagot ko sa kanya

" You're just drunk baby" will malamang kanina pa ako umiinom, I was just rolling my eyes. Napatingin ako kay Maxim kanina pa sya pangiti ngiti sa akin, halatang inaasar ako kanina sa kahihiyan, my gosh buti nalang hindi pa ako tuluyang naka lapit talaga. Just what if Kung naka lapit na ako and sinubukan ko syang kausapin? Well, wala namang nakaka tanggi sayo Zassi haha the one and only.

" Hey you okay?" Tinanguan ko lang si Riguel and sininyasan ko sya na umalis sa harapan ko, I just don't like someone na nangungulit, it's like kapag gusto ka gusto ka talaga nya. Nakaka pagod naman.

"Girls wanna go home?" Bigla kong yaya sa kanila, well may pasok pa kami noh, were still a college students.

"Well today's is so boring maybe tomorrow we will come back here" agad na sagot ngaman ni shantal, of course, this is also my comfort zone, which I can breath with.

"Mabuti naman at okay pa kayo, I just thought na malalagot na naman ako pa uwi neto dahil sa inyong tatlo, nakaka pagod kaya mag hanap ng mag da drive ng mga kotse nyo at di na kayo na awa sa akin, kelan pa ako naging driver nyo ha?" - Charmei

"My gosh, stop it! Para kang putakte Kung maka putak ka hahahhaa" pang asar sa kanya ni shantal

"Well, were happy naman na may matino kaming kaibigan, just like you Charmei" - bawi ni maxim

"The hell are you talking? So you think hindi kami matino?" Agad na depensa ko naman

"Oo nga naman, parang sinasabi mo rin na matino ka ha?" Sagot ni shantal

" Ayan na naman ho sila kapag lasing my gosh, Tara na nga !!!" Medyo asar na sigaw ni Charmei hahahaha so that's it agad na kaming nag tungo sa parking lot.

At kanya kanyang umuwi, were just always texting each other Kung safe na naka uwi ang bawat isa saamin.
Pag ka uwi ko ng mansyon.

"It's already 1 AM Zassi"- agad na bungad sa akin ni daddy, ETO na naman po tayo nakaka inis.