10 ( Feeling )

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TZUYU POV

Why did I say that? How will he understand that? It sounds creepy that I wanted to drag him away.

He called this relationship a 'burden'? What does he think of me?

That was a mistake, I messed up now. I should ask someone about this stuff. I'll ask Momo unnie.

I go inside and knock on Momo's door.

"Momo unnie, can I talk about something?"

She opens the door and lets me in.

"What's going on Tzuyu? Is this about Y/N? Has he apologized?" she asks.

"He has apologized and I've accepted his apology, but I said something to him"

"What did you say?" 

"I said that I wanted to drag him away from his friends"

"EH?!" she exclaims

"I said it because, I didn't know how to say it" I reply

"Say what?"

"I don't even know. I wanted to tell him that I wanted to talk with him privately. I don't understand"

"Why don't you just call him. He'll understand, he's your boyfriend after all"

"About that, he's not really my boyfriend. The company wanted us to be together because of the leaked pictures" I say

"I'm too stunned to speak... I thought you two... You both look good together as well!"

"I know, I just don't know how I feel about him"

"Well, describe how you feel and I'll try to translate your feelings into emotions" she says

"I don't feel anything special around him, it's the same feeling I have around you guys, but for some reason... I really want to be able to talk to him without anyone else around"

"So, you feel like you could live your life only having him as a companion? That means you're in love!!" she exclaims which catches me off-guard

"What? I know how love feels. I've dated someone else right, but I don't feel the same about him. I usually feel happy being with someone I love, but with Y/N, I feel like I have things to tell him that I can't"

"What are those you want to tell him?" she asks.

"I don't know, my thoughts vary from apologizing, thanking and a genuine talk as close friends"

"Why don't you talk to him. Invite him for tomorrow and talk to him. Tell him all that's inside your head, then you'll realize what you feel about him"

That's really good advice. 

"Thanks Momo unnie, I will"

Y/N POV

My phone suddenly rings, it's from an unknown number? Who could be calling? Don't tell me stalkers already got my number.

"Hello? Who is this?" I answer

"This is Tzuyu. Are you free tomorrow?"

"Uhh yeah, but why?" I ask

"Can you visit the company and look for us?"

"Sure, I will" I say before ending the call. Another task is going to be given to us? How much evidence do we need to give?


(THE NEXT DAY)

I arrive at the JYPE building and ask for what room TWICE is in. As expected, the staff just lied saying that they're not here.

"It's me Y/N, Tzuyu's boyfriend. She asked me to find her today"

"Oh, she's in the Michael Jackson room. TWICE is currently having dance practice.

Dance practice? New comeback already? Didn't they just release a song last October?

I go to their dance practice room and see them dancing to an unfamiliar song. Something about science?

I wait for the song to finish before I knock on the door and enter.

"Y/N? Why are you here? You got spoiled on our new comeback!" Dahyun says

"Tzuyu asked me to be here. What's the deal?" I ask

"I just want to talk to you" Tzuyu says.

I nod and we leave the room and to speak privately.

"Um... Tzuyu, do you really think the bathroom is a good place to talk? Like, if someone walks in and sees me in the female restroom, I'm going to be called a pervert"

"Do you want to talk inside the stall then?"

She's crazy. 

"On second thought, we can talk here. I'll just explain to whoever enters. What do you want to talk about anyway?" I ask

"I just wanted to say sorry for that night and bringing you into this. I also want to thank you for taking this task even though you call it a 'burden'" she says.

"That's it? I mean, you could have told me that on the phone"

"Are you mad?" she asks.

"No, I'm not. I just think you could have saved both of our time if you said it on the phone"

"You don't want to be here? I understand, if you have to leave now. I'm sorry for bringing you here"

"No, it's fine. I'm here anyway. I just don't know what to do now"

"I really wanted to tell you this in person. I also want to explain what I said yesterday. I said I wanted to drag you away from your friends. That's because I wanted to talk to you back then" she says.

"Well, I'm here now. You can tell me what you wanted to say"

"I don't remember why I wanted to talk to you, but it was something about wanting to be close with you"

"That's nice, I honestly think this 'relationship' of ours could work out. We can be really good friends and people will think we're dating. That's how shipping works"

"Yeah, that's all I wanted to talk about. You can leave now if you want"

She's really nice to speak to. 

"I'll stay and watch your practice" I reply

We leave the bathroom and she returns to their dance practice room. 

I go back home and continue watching Netflix. I don't really know why, but I enjoyed being there. It did take up my time, but it was worth it. Even though it was a quick conversation

I can't wait for them to release that song they were practicing. It sounds catchy.

Tzuyu is honestly really cool. I didn't expect her to be really nice after what happened. She was acting cold the other day and now she wants to be close friends. I would love to be her friend.  

I should message her.

"Tzuyu, what are you doing right now?"

"Nothing, we just finished practice and we're on our way back to the dorm. We're in the car right now" she replies

"Do... you want to call?" I ask

"Sure" she replies

Seconds later, my phone starts ringing. Tzuyu wants to facetime? I just said call. I look really messy right now

"Hi Y/N!" the other members exclaim as soon as I answer the call.

"Hello, how was your practice?" I ask

"Great, you got a snippet of how the song sounds. Why did you want to call by the way?" Tzuyu asks

"I don't know. I'm just lonely right now"

"Oh my god! You guys are so cute together!" Nayeon exclaims

Right, she doesn't know about us yet.

"Y/N! You better not be calling Tzuyu late at night! You need to give her rest!" Jihyo suddenly says.

"Don't worry, I do. Anyway, can you guys go away? I didn't call to talk to all of you!" I say

"Fine! You two talk about love. The rest of us will talk about other stuff. Hmph" Nayeon says

"Alright, what do you want to talk about Y/N?" Tzuyu asks

"Anything, I'm bored. Anything will do"

Our chat goes on for an hour. We have a lot in common actually. I don't know why I feel relieved whenever I speak with her.

Before I go to bed, I get an email from JYPE.

"We will have you edit a video. It's going to be released on December 24, but we need you to work on it already"

Editors take a month to edit a video? I guess it goes through a long process before getting approved. I'll edit that tomorrow then. I wonder what the video is about.



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