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𝘀𝗰𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗲🦋 >
𝗳𝗿𝗶 𝟭𝟯 𝗺𝗮𝘆, 𝟭𝟭:𝟬𝟵 𝗮𝗺
do you remember this, scottie?
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it's from one of the many nights i'd promised you we'd do something, just the two of us, and you ended up waiting hours for me to get off twitch so that we could do what we'd planned.
sometimes i think of moments like this and i wish with every bit of my soul that i could go back... i want to go back and i want to scream at myself for doing this to you. for leaving you waiting for hours on end for me to just finally pay attention to you.
i'd tell myself that if i continued like that, i'd lose you and i'd regret every single thing i did wrong in our relationship for the rest of my life. and i will, truthfully. i know i will. bc i regret it all, scottie. every bit of it.
all of the fights, the times you'd cry yourself to sleep bc i'd cancelled plans last minute, the times i'd forgotten our anniversary, the awful things i'd say to you when i got in my moods after a bad race. i want to change it all, take it all back. keep you happy, keep you by my side.
fuckkk man.
NOTES ! heyyy, guess who's backkkkk
i'm planning to update this quite a bit over the next few weeks.
i just wanna put it out there that this is a short story and so the end is kinda closer than u guys think. *cue ominous music*
