Where once echoed screams
now is empty, and hungers to be filled again.
Between the trees, through the brush, and
into the night, the worn path of my victims.
A melody in the distance intoxicates
every part of me. The hushed squeaks of chains swaying
back and forth, back and forth.
The shriek of unoiled old metal spinning with little hands
trying to hold on so not to fall as it spins
round, and around.
And giggles everywhere.
A beautiful face gleams
with innocence and joy, which I'm soon to break.
"Come here little boy,"
I whisper.
Step, step. Into the tree line and out
of sight. Say goodbye to the world you know
and welcome to my mind.
"What is your name?"
Step, step. Walk deeper and don't worry
about the mist. They're your friends.
I mean, the ghosts of children before you.
"Don't be afraid,"
They always follow until lost in the woods.
Curious minded creatures. So sweet but fools.
"Over here."
I hiss between the shadows.
Ha! My favorite part! Run, my puppet.
Run far until you think you've lost
the being lurking in the dark and trip.
Blood will drip
from your knee,
and in pain you'll whimper softly.
Weary eyed looking everywhere yet blind
you'll wonder where I am and when I'll come.
I'll lean over your shoulder blow and when you
jerk your head, I'll be standing in front of you, watching
as you glare at the place where you felt me last.
I'll claw at your face. As you get up and run
you'll trip and hit your head on a rock. In front,
you'll see a light and hear giggles. While in a daze, slowly
you'll watch it dissapear and not realize that it's because
I drag you to the depths of light's dread.
You'll squirm when you awake. I'll grab you
by the throat and then stare.
"Do you know how gorgeous your eyes are?"
A tear drop rolls down your cheek, but
it's okay because I can wipe it.
I'll grind your face into the ground until it's gone.
With a dead branch I'll slash your eyes,
so you can't see.
I will kiss you and then shred your tongue with my teeth,
so you can't taste.
Two rocks will bash into the sides of your head,
until you can't hear.
All the senses that make you human will disappear.
After the agonizing pain has taken its toll,
when your last breath is within minutes and your soul
slowly withers and becomes part of the mist,
I'll strip you of your clothes and take what still makes you a child.
and finally...
Where once echoed screams
now is empty, and hungers to be filled again.
Between the trees, through the brush, and
into the night, the worn path of my victims.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
A Collection of my Poetry
PuisiTLDR I was a very outspoken, creative, extraverted child with many passions and hobbies. As a young adult, now navigating my 20's with anxiety and depression, I know that I am excruciatingly different than my childhoodself for many reasons that wher...